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You come to a point in life when you realize what you wanted 2 years ago, isn't quite what you want now at all. I'm struggling with this myself right now. When I graduated high school, I thought I was making the best descion of life to go to Seton Hall and almost a year and a half into it I can't help but think "what the hell was I thinking?" I have changed so much as a person and small town suburbia and the attitudes it brings isn't quite cutting it for me anymore. I'm thinking about transferring and honestly, I think this descion will be the hardest one of my life. I have a second chance to do things right, to make myself happy but how do I know this next descion I make will be right? If I couldn't do it right the first time whose to say I will make the right choice the second time around. If I don't leave, I won't be miserable but at the same time i think i owe to myself to do things again, see what happens, you only live once.