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Senior year has become completely uncool and i'm most definitly disappointed. Everything was going so well, everyone was finally just real chill and then boys come into the picture and kapow, there goes the friendships. I hate when my friends get boyfriends. It kills everything. I don't want to sound like a jealous bitch because if they are happy, i'm happy. But it really makes me mad when i get dropped for some boy, but then when a boy breaks their heart i am left to pick up all the pieces and help them out. I'm sick of being a freaking doormat. I just can't stand it. Even more so, is there are only like 4 months of school left and we aren't even spending them together. Everyone is so seperated and exclusive. It sucks. I'm sad. I just want to go to college because everything is pretty whack here. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh