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[xojustmeox]

I am stressed and I hate it. I am afraid for this week to be over because next week everything is happening at once.Ap exam,sat's,mad birthday partys,and florida practice.I know it doesn't sound like a lot but it's just blegggh everything all at once. I am so nervous about the sats I hate standardized test but i have to get my scores up...I want to get out of this town and do something with my life and even though it's just a test it's a really big important test which has such a big impact on my future.I hate this whole growing up thing. I miss being so cool about everything and just being able to chill out and enjoy things.I feel like i'm am always stressing and worrying about something that i never really get to be happy about the good things going on.I can't wait until summer when things slow down for a while.I want to relax and be cool.

Plus I was really looking forward to the oc tonight and instead stupid bush's news conference is on.blah blah blah.