wow...

[xojlhayxo]

Today I realized that my life has spirled out of control and I didn't even know it was happening. I guess they are right when they say that change is so constant that you don't know it's coming until it's arrived.

Never in my life did I imagine I would be where I am...and the only person I feel can make this better is the one person I can't have.

I'm heading back to sanity again, although I don't know what I'm going to do when get there...

Love you all, Good night...