I Havent Found Him Yet
wow what a week
its been all stressfull
and i hated it
but its starting to get better
and im really happy that it is
cuz if i was still gunna be stressed out idk what i was gunna do
i like being kinda happy
not to much happy happy like i used to be
but im getting alot better
and yea
i will wrting more later
i cant take this pain anymore.i just wanna forget about him.i dont wanna love him anymore.i dont wanna cry everyday over him.i dont wanna cry my self to sleep anymore.i dont wanna think about him everyday.i dont wanna be with him(but i do).and i sure dont wanna love him anymore.i wanna get him out of my head soo bad but i cant i try so hard.hes so mean to me but im so in love with him i let him do it.I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE.hes has played to many games with my heart.i have never felt this much pain ever in my life.i just cant take this no more.but i love him so fucking much i dont know what to do:'(i could say i dont wanna be with him over and over and over again but im lying to my self cuz i wanna be with him...
One Moment More
Hold me
Even though I know you're leaving
And show me
All the reasons you would stay
Its just enough to feel your breath on mine
To warm my soul and ease my mind
Youve go to hold me and show me love
Give me
Just one part of you to cling to
And keep me
Everywhere you are
Its just enough to steal my heart and run
And fade out with the falling sun
Oh please don't go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh all I need
All I want is just one moment more
Youve got to hold me and keep me
Tell me that someday youll be returning
And maybe
Maybe Ill believe
Its just enough to see a shooting star
To know youre never really far
Its just enough to see a shooting star
To know youre never really gone
Oh please dont go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh all I need All I want is just one moment more
Far Away
This time This place Misused Mistakes
Too long Too late Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance Just one breath
Just in case theres just one left
Cause you know you know you know
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you far away for far too long
I keep dreaming youll be with me
and youll never go Stop breathing if
I dont see you anymore On my knees Ill ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you Id withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
Id give it all Id give for us
Give anything but I wont give up
Cause you know you know, you know
So far away Been far away for far too long
So far away Been far away for far too long
But you know you know you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you For being away for far too long
Your Beautiful
My life is brilliant My love is pure I saw an angel Of that Im sure
She smiled at me on the subway She was with another man
But I wont lose no sleep on that Cause Ive got a plan
Youre beautiful Youre beautiful Youre beautiful its true
I saw you face in a crowded place And I don't know what to do Cause Ill never be with you
Yeah she caught my eye As we walked on by
She could see from my face that I was
F**king high And I dont think that Ill see her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end
Youre beautiful Youre beautiful Youre beautiful it's true
I saw you face in a crowded place And I dont know what to do Cause Ill never be with you
Youre beautiful Youre beautiful You're beautiful it's true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you
But its time to face the truth I will never be with you
How Could This Happen To Me
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me