Home Sweet Home
I'm home for the weekend!! YaY! I missed my family sooo much. It was really good to come home and see them and have dinner with them and everything. When I first walked in the door Angelina (my 3 yr old sister) gave me the biggest hug and was like, "Jess, promise you won't go to school anymore and you'll stay here with me." It was the sweetest thing in the world. I went and visited my old job last night. Its amazing how the people you thought you wouldn't miss end up being the people you miss the most. Its also amazing how much time heals. It hasn't quite been a month since I left for school, but things have definately changed since the last time I was down here, especially my feelings. My exboyfriend is leaving for the Navy in like a week, so when I left for school that was our goodbye. It was on very bad terms from his part. Basically, he didn't even look at me when I said goodbye to him, which really hurt me. Well, when I was at Galaxy last night he was there. I was so proud of myself. I thought it would be really hard for me to be around him, but I was surprisingly fine. I didn't say a word to him, and I was fine with that. I've finally stopped blaming myself for everything thats happened with us, and moved on. I said my goodbye back in August, and just because he chose not to say goodbye appropriately back to me, isn't my fault. Finally, I won't be the one that regrets the way things ended. I did my part, and thats all I can do. So, I guess thats that. I was supposed to hang out with Lizzie and Kelly last night. I ended up getting caught up at Galaxy and lost track of time. SO, I apologize to Lizzie for not showing, I'm very sowwwy!! I promise next time I'm down I'll come hang out with you! And you still gotta come up and visit us sometime soon. So, I'm sorry for being "inconsiderate," but all I can do is say sorry. Well, I guess thats all for now. Until next time...
<3 Jess
<3 Jess