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soo yesterday had 2 be one of the most fucked up days im gonna have 2 get over because i kno theres more to come.
so i had skool yesterday after i went to stoicas and then i went to the hospital again to visit my grandmother and i had a bag of chips ... i was hungry you know i dont really eat much in skool ant it was like 7:00 i wasnt going 2 eat hospital food .. so my uncle says out of know where u should really watch your weight... and i go what ? hes like im just looking out for you .. you gained weight.. and from then on he and mym other started fighting i couldnt stop crying ..and this is all in front of my dieing grandmother..how could he say that to me like that will scar me i kno im not skinny and i really wish i was but please dont tell me that im going through so much right now and i try 2 watch my weight the best i can but dont talk to me like i weigh 200 lbs. im not obese so leave me the fuck alone .
my whole life i was fuckin pounded on by my weight "jessica u really should watch wat u eat" "jessica u need to do something about this"
what the fuck .. when i came to hs i lost so much weight .. and from then on i thought i was ok i really truly believed that i looked ok .. but now i jus feel disgusting ..
my grandmother would tell me i was fat all the time. and yesterday i kno it sounds crazy and fucked up but i felt no sympathy towards ANYONE in that room.
my father too told me i was gaining in my ass! .. fuck you.
life is just too hard for me.
fuck you all .. all of you evry one i kno fuck you.
so i had skool yesterday after i went to stoicas and then i went to the hospital again to visit my grandmother and i had a bag of chips ... i was hungry you know i dont really eat much in skool ant it was like 7:00 i wasnt going 2 eat hospital food .. so my uncle says out of know where u should really watch your weight... and i go what ? hes like im just looking out for you .. you gained weight.. and from then on he and mym other started fighting i couldnt stop crying ..and this is all in front of my dieing grandmother..how could he say that to me like that will scar me i kno im not skinny and i really wish i was but please dont tell me that im going through so much right now and i try 2 watch my weight the best i can but dont talk to me like i weigh 200 lbs. im not obese so leave me the fuck alone .
my whole life i was fuckin pounded on by my weight "jessica u really should watch wat u eat" "jessica u need to do something about this"
what the fuck .. when i came to hs i lost so much weight .. and from then on i thought i was ok i really truly believed that i looked ok .. but now i jus feel disgusting ..
my grandmother would tell me i was fat all the time. and yesterday i kno it sounds crazy and fucked up but i felt no sympathy towards ANYONE in that room.
my father too told me i was gaining in my ass! .. fuck you.
life is just too hard for me.
fuck you all .. all of you evry one i kno fuck you.