i am back, delt with it, done with it
"To Be With You"
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through - it's through
Fate can twist the both of you
So c'mon baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you
[chorus]
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
so you can be on top for once
Wake up, who cares about little boys
That talk too much
I've seen it all go down
The game of love was all rained out
So c'mon baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
[chorus]
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
I can make you start to smile
When it's through - it's through
Fate can twist the both of you
So c'mon baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you
[chorus]
great, great song..thats soo what i want and i dont have to settle and i wont. (even though i kinda already have a really great man..Kyle James Newman since march 23 haha <3...good fuckin times!)
after everything that has happend in the past year. yupp exactly 1 year today i have grown soo much and done so many things and relized and learned soo much. some people cant even imagine and i am not saying it was all bad and now i am some hard ass. i am just saying i have totaly changed emotionally like how i feel about "boys" and my friends and family and my outlook on things and its amazing. i am soo happy for all the things i did and learned, i dont really regret anything, somethings i wish didnt happend but if i had to do it all over again i wouldnt change a thing, because if it doesnt kill you, it only makes you that much stronger, and by the end of all this shit, nothing, absolutly nothing will bring me down like the two last real big things did. so i dont know if you can call it regreting. and because of all my stupid mistakes i have learned soo much more about my friends, not that i didnt know them too well already. but seeing how they would react to the different things that i would just kinda spring up on them and see how tall they stand when i go to lean on them, it really helped me filter out the ones that were only there to party with me, and use me for the things that there pathetic asses couldnt get on there own. or they would just use me for me to help them, but never help me like with problems and things. i dont need a certin number of friends, i just need friends i can be certin on.
*thank you too all the people who left all the sweet little comments in the last one, and who called me, it ment alot...i was soo touched and all and i am sorry to the ones that called to see what was up and i didnt respond, i love you all, and need you all..but i couldnt tell all*
yeah, i am back to this one..i did try to make it one of me and my ohh soo wonderful girl hugging mickey mouse when were like wow i dont even really know how young, i would say around 5 and 6..who woulda guessed we turned into what we did today haha! now i am waiting on one of us in the bath tub haha! here is the mickey mouse one though:
yeah, bitch! haha my mom just pointed out aht my ass even sticks out in this picture, i was 5! i think i am going to make all the writing lime green.
another hurricane is coming..3rd one i am going to be in..the first is the worst though, and second is best and third is the nerd (ya thats right, words of my six year old sister)
idk if last night was a good one or a bad one, but it was fun lol got to see a whole bunch of other shit and meet alot more exciting people haha!