to the teller down at the bank; you're just another checking account...

[xojadoretoiox]

these past few weeks have been a rollercoaster to say the least. i have never felt so bipolar before in my life...i was on the highest high ive ever been on; and then it was ripped away from me, well, from us, without any good reason...or at least thats how it felt. but ive also never felt so, connected to the world. i may not know exactly where im going or what im doing, but i know that im gonna make it, somehow, in some way. hopefully with this someone.

okay off the philisophical bs for a minute. got a couple concerts this weekend, which should help get my mind off shit, get our minds off of shit an just have a good time. we have the wreckers/eric church/ and brad paisley show on sunday night, and another show tommorow night that i cant remember at the moment to save my life. god bless the big e. i ♥ it.

lately ive been thinking more and more about leaving school, and going to trade school for something like medical billing or something. i honestly dont see myself going anywhere in regular college life. im just not a student enough...and i dont know if i can really explain this anymore right now...but ill try and keep updating as my mind turns.

speaking of brad paisley, the god's on tv now. so im out. looooooooove