yea...
so a quick recap...
school has been kicking my ass. I really need that tutor, like insanely. I'm doing wicked well in everything EXCEPT fundamentals. This really makes no sense to me. But if I dont do well enough at the end of this semester, I cant take theory 1 in the fall, and I shall be very much behind. I cant take that.
In case any of you didnt know. I am a bipolar agoraphobic with a fear of parking lots and bridges. My BRILLIANT doctor took me off of all my meds because I've been gaining and losing weight for no reason. So now Im even more emotional than normal, I cant leave my house without having a panic attack, and forget walking to class without having an anxiety attack. It's all making it very difficult to function and Im such a mess.
I am however working at Disney this summer. So thats a plus <33
Alright Im done. More Tommorow [xoxo]
school has been kicking my ass. I really need that tutor, like insanely. I'm doing wicked well in everything EXCEPT fundamentals. This really makes no sense to me. But if I dont do well enough at the end of this semester, I cant take theory 1 in the fall, and I shall be very much behind. I cant take that.
In case any of you didnt know. I am a bipolar agoraphobic with a fear of parking lots and bridges. My BRILLIANT doctor took me off of all my meds because I've been gaining and losing weight for no reason. So now Im even more emotional than normal, I cant leave my house without having a panic attack, and forget walking to class without having an anxiety attack. It's all making it very difficult to function and Im such a mess.
I am however working at Disney this summer. So thats a plus <33
Alright Im done. More Tommorow [xoxo]