confusion
todaii was pep rally..many people say they didnt like but i loved it..i bet it was cuz they didnt get to stay like me. I was der since period 4...it was awesome..i saw the "pre-show" !!..n durin the break of the 1st pep rally..((waiting for the 2nd))...we all got in the middle of thegym n started dancin..it was sooo much fun... i loved visions-((lisa looked adorable) n ebony...n absolutely cheerleading ..they r REALLY good this year..well..yea...i took pictures of pep rally..but sadly sum came out dark...=(
well..i took a test in psychology todaii which was very hard..n i didnt do too good on..n um...thats it
oh..n yea..y does my mood say scared?..well cuz i feel like ima die..((not literally)...n im like nervous for many reasons..n sad...n i guessed depressed..n uh..paranoid..n i feel like crap...i guess that im noticing that every bad thing happens to me..n that i hate myself with a passion..n i wish i could go bak to the last day of skool..last year...n change everything after dat...n damn i wish sum1 would understand me..but no..it doesnt happen...i hate my life ..i hae me..im ugly..im an idiot...im stupid..my personality sux...im not god in nething..n i hate everythin i do...
damn sumtimes i wish i could jus change skools n start over...this is gonna be the worst year ever...
*** // the love of my life is goin to leave (or left) n ima be so busy trying to get him bak that ima miss everything good in my life... \\***
well yea...i'll write more later..
oh no..wait !!!
sumthin good...!!! i talked to preeti todaii !!! shes in town..n now im tryin to contact her so we could hang out...byebye
((now i feel better-er))
well..i took a test in psychology todaii which was very hard..n i didnt do too good on..n um...thats it
oh..n yea..y does my mood say scared?..well cuz i feel like ima die..((not literally)...n im like nervous for many reasons..n sad...n i guessed depressed..n uh..paranoid..n i feel like crap...i guess that im noticing that every bad thing happens to me..n that i hate myself with a passion..n i wish i could go bak to the last day of skool..last year...n change everything after dat...n damn i wish sum1 would understand me..but no..it doesnt happen...i hate my life ..i hae me..im ugly..im an idiot...im stupid..my personality sux...im not god in nething..n i hate everythin i do...
damn sumtimes i wish i could jus change skools n start over...this is gonna be the worst year ever...
*** // the love of my life is goin to leave (or left) n ima be so busy trying to get him bak that ima miss everything good in my life... \\***
well yea...i'll write more later..
oh no..wait !!!
sumthin good...!!! i talked to preeti todaii !!! shes in town..n now im tryin to contact her so we could hang out...byebye
((now i feel better-er))