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What the shit is that error message? Apparently I get some bogus error message out of nowhere like LJ's saying "nah nah, you retard, you never write on here and now you wanna start expressing your feelings? nah nah!"
haha.. wow, .. ok. that WAS retarded.
Anyways.. I was looking at Liz's journal >8) and reading her last super stoned entry remembering being stoned, it has been... 3 years.. wow.. since I last was stoned. I could tell she was so stoned, but I was amazed at the huge entry, I could never be stoned and type fast enough to complete an entire thought. Let alone a paragraph. Not that it was an entire cohesive entry but ya know. hehe.
So yeah Im sick. IM wondering if I made myself sick. I have this sinusy throat thing and Im just exhausted. Im also still upset about Friday for the dumbest reason.. this math problem... I stumbled on it, and got it wrong, after the test I realized I knew the answer.
[ANSWER] Prove that u and v are perpindular. Its (uxv)(dot)u. The answer is zero, its a paralellogram and since it equals zero they are perpindicular and in the same plane. The same damn question was on a quiz and I got it right on the quiz, but not on the TEST? Am I reTARDED?
I was beside myself all day, couldnt concentrate, barely breathe really, ruined my Friday completely. Even today I cringe at the thought. I keep thinking, this is rediculous, you have bigger things to be concerned about, life is short, it was a damn question, at least you feel ok about the rest of the test (except one other question.. fuck that.). But no, IM not OK about it. Im not. Im really upset about it and I dont want to be. I know its bad for me. Maybe this will help. Im starting to find solace in my homework, in getting good grades and cramming for tests. I know its bad, but Im afraid of what will happen to my grades if I back away and take more me time.
Anyways.
I bought some anti-wringle/acne cream online, only this time, Retin-A from a oversears Pharmacy. I am sooo excited to get it. even at this age I get pimples and IM starting to get fine lines in places. I cant wait for the stuff, its supposed to be a godsend. I wonder whether Im overly vain to be excited about this but why not I mean I deserve to treat myself well and look beautiful on the outside if I want to be beautiful inside too. Ok so that sounds like bullshit but its not, its the epitomy of being a woman. We are such vain creatures and there is nothing wrong with it as long as we can respect ourselves at the end of day, and most importantly, get respect all day not just at the end.
I have statics homework I should get a head start on.. Maybe Ill write again soon, when something seems more eventful.
What the shit is that error message? Apparently I get some bogus error message out of nowhere like LJ's saying "nah nah, you retard, you never write on here and now you wanna start expressing your feelings? nah nah!"
haha.. wow, .. ok. that WAS retarded.
Anyways.. I was looking at Liz's journal >8) and reading her last super stoned entry remembering being stoned, it has been... 3 years.. wow.. since I last was stoned. I could tell she was so stoned, but I was amazed at the huge entry, I could never be stoned and type fast enough to complete an entire thought. Let alone a paragraph. Not that it was an entire cohesive entry but ya know. hehe.
So yeah Im sick. IM wondering if I made myself sick. I have this sinusy throat thing and Im just exhausted. Im also still upset about Friday for the dumbest reason.. this math problem... I stumbled on it, and got it wrong, after the test I realized I knew the answer.
[ANSWER] Prove that u and v are perpindular. Its (uxv)(dot)u. The answer is zero, its a paralellogram and since it equals zero they are perpindicular and in the same plane. The same damn question was on a quiz and I got it right on the quiz, but not on the TEST? Am I reTARDED?
I was beside myself all day, couldnt concentrate, barely breathe really, ruined my Friday completely. Even today I cringe at the thought. I keep thinking, this is rediculous, you have bigger things to be concerned about, life is short, it was a damn question, at least you feel ok about the rest of the test (except one other question.. fuck that.). But no, IM not OK about it. Im not. Im really upset about it and I dont want to be. I know its bad for me. Maybe this will help. Im starting to find solace in my homework, in getting good grades and cramming for tests. I know its bad, but Im afraid of what will happen to my grades if I back away and take more me time.
Anyways.
I bought some anti-wringle/acne cream online, only this time, Retin-A from a oversears Pharmacy. I am sooo excited to get it. even at this age I get pimples and IM starting to get fine lines in places. I cant wait for the stuff, its supposed to be a godsend. I wonder whether Im overly vain to be excited about this but why not I mean I deserve to treat myself well and look beautiful on the outside if I want to be beautiful inside too. Ok so that sounds like bullshit but its not, its the epitomy of being a woman. We are such vain creatures and there is nothing wrong with it as long as we can respect ourselves at the end of day, and most importantly, get respect all day not just at the end.
I have statics homework I should get a head start on.. Maybe Ill write again soon, when something seems more eventful.