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i hope that since i'm not in NJ over the summer people don't forget me and not talk to me anymore because they've made other friends or gotten closer to people over the summer .. . like i love coming down to DE over the summer . . ireally do .. cuz i meet so many new people and all but now it's like . . high school . . .and i feel like everyone has all these friends and i don't have any at all .. .which isn't true but it's like. . . i want to get closer to so many people . . jess . bigwood . austin . .matt . . .michelle. .and i want to talk to all my friends again like suzie and karen and lauren and ashley and holly and eddy and chris and my freshman friends and idk . .i just don't want people ot be like "well i have friends and i'm not hanging out wiht her" and i'm having a little insecure moment right now and i know that no one reads this but it makes me feel better just to write in it .. well there's my little rant