My Life is A RollerCoaster
well okay since this live journal crap has been down alot alot has happened on friday Amber came over and we talked to Brandy on the phone partically the whole time. and we also watched a blink 182 dvd which was gay anyway after Amber left i just talked online. so that was really gay and then Yesterday i talked to Cynthia and Brandy partically all day. so i ended up hanging out with them. and today when I came home all hell broke lose. Once agian all my friends hate me but hey whats new with that all I got to say is I dont need people who are just gonna end up hurting me in the end. I mean i'll admitt i have talked about people and done everything just like everyone else. but I just really hate the fact where im the one who always has to look bad. i mean always so i pretty much just say fuck everyone. If you love me you wont friggin hurt me or TALK about me. jesus :[.
so i've made a list of how things have went..or actually it was just off the top of my head
- i lost Ambers trust and will probably lose her with my luck
- I lost tarra for good. which i dont really have a problem with that seeing we never had much anyway
- I lost Cynthia then got her back and will probably lose her agian
- I didnt like Brandy then we were cool, and got better, then now im probably losing her
- Me and Lynn went about 4 days without talking and I thought she hated me but yet she doesnt
- Me and Amanda never talk hardly anymore.
Oh yeah me and my family arent that great right now they hate me and say im "rude" and im gonna fail like all my classes i guess im just a useless creation.
yeah it speaks for its self doesnt it?
so i've made a list of how things have went..or actually it was just off the top of my head
- i lost Ambers trust and will probably lose her with my luck
- I lost tarra for good. which i dont really have a problem with that seeing we never had much anyway
- I lost Cynthia then got her back and will probably lose her agian
- I didnt like Brandy then we were cool, and got better, then now im probably losing her
- Me and Lynn went about 4 days without talking and I thought she hated me but yet she doesnt
- Me and Amanda never talk hardly anymore.
Oh yeah me and my family arent that great right now they hate me and say im "rude" and im gonna fail like all my classes i guess im just a useless creation.
yeah it speaks for its self doesnt it?