yayyyy march

Mar 01, 2006 16:43

Post New Years Resolution: update eljay more often.
I was reading through all my old entries earlier and it brought back memories I would have totally forgotten about if it wasnt for my fabulous livejournal.
anywayy Over the past few days Ive realized that I've grown apart from alot of my good friends and it makes me really sad. its my senior year and instead of making the most of what we have left, i can hardly call some of my old friends acquaintances.
I don't know if i changed...or if they did but something happened somewhere along the line.
I never thought that i would be sad to see my high school days go but now that graduation and going to college are a reality i have extrem-o cold feet. particulary since senior year has not met my expectations. I doubt alot of you can relate to this because it seems like I'm kind of alone on this one but whatever its just how i feel.
haha im just generally unsatisfied with everything right now and im sorry im totally a nancy negativo.
some of what im feeling i dont even know how to verbalize. its just a weird place im in but whatev i suppose i'll get over it eventually.
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