Oct 23, 2004 09:20
good lord, i cant stop thinking of justin, i love him SOO much!!!!! omfg i love you justin!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my looooord i am SO tired from last night! me justin alyssa zared heather josh molly garrett n the rents all went to hhn..though we kinda went our separate ways =/ me heather sarah n justin went walkin` around and we tried to get in some 120 minute waiting-line for a haunted house or something or another..ended up skipping like 50968743506 people and going to "the cornfield"..heather decided she was gonna get drunk off of water in line infront of these asian people..then she laughed so she spit water/spit on me and justin which was....lovely....ew? haha, and we decided to go on this log ride ( wanted to sit in front of justin) but no-go, so i sat behind sarah and humped her the whole time we were on the ride LOL ya great stuff, (ew im jk u know that lol) and we got soaking wet and my shirt was sticking to me and my whole body was goose-bumpy and i was freeeeezing! justin kept me warm though w00t! i love him so much..we had just got into universal after we walked through this hell hole, and we're standing there n all i wanted was a bed lol..justin said the same thing, it was weird lol. yeah, well we didnt see much of alyssa zared n` josh, they left us n` went to universal or something i dunno...we did see adam tim n` chris though..theyre gay (all but tim) lol..i dont think they can go *anywhere* without their little possy..oh well though, boys will be boys. i wanna go to justins on sunday but i dont know if hes still gonna be tired or what. thatd be nice to go over and get to see him AGAIN though! last night, on the way to hhn he says to me "we arent allowed to do anything sexual tonight, starting when we walk inside of the gates. no kissing no hugging no touching in any way." yah ok..riiiight. lol, needless to say it lasted a whole 3 seconds!! thank god lol i thought josh and heather were gonna hit it off there but josh left her for zared and alyssa lol no im jk, they just didnt see much of each other. (justin we did see a little hand action there for a second) hahaha..well, i was kinda disappointed because it wasnt nearly as fun as it was the past 3 years, maybe its just because ive just been there so many times and i alreayd know what to expect..but it really didnt seem as good as it usually is. thats okay though, because i got to be with justin the whole time :c) jeez i couldnt stop kissing him last night it was weird but i liked it lol..yeah the one day im in the mood, we're at a theme park, how lovely..hmm now, onto today. garrett n my parents are at his soccer game. i htink hes gonna try-out for AllStars! he'll probably make it if he works hard for it, becuz he made it last year and got defense or sweeper, idk i forgot what his pos was. anyways, good luck to him and as for me, i had to quit soccer which suxx realllly bad because i miss those soccer days with all my friends n getting in shape and not being FAT. lol i could've done it, but they had practice monday - friday and i cant do that because i play piano and i have practice/recitals and i have to ride my horse and practice, 3D, bunnell shows, soon-to-be palatka shows, and NBHA once i get my first barrel down on TT..therefore, soccer is a no-go. plus id have games on weekend out of town so i couldnt make saturday morning shows at bunnell! ahh life is hectic. ill live though lol. and at like 6ish tonight, the whole HUGE family, not just the usuals, are all getting together for my uncle's 50th bday party, idk i htink its somewhere in the woods haha..last time we all got together in the woods it was drink beer smoke pot yell all night while our neighbors blarred their car radio all night. lol yeah our family is weird, anyways..leslie is coming down from NY to be here for his bday and i hope this all works out, because if it doesnt, mary and my mom are gonnna blow someones head off no joke lol..kraaaazy k00x! and joshua BETTER be there i swear to god if he leaves us there with the kids and goes off to some concert im gonna KILL that boy uhhhhh! he'll come though, Laura will force him to lol then he will be happy that he went b/c he always is :c) and i htink im gonna end htis one, because this is getting really long, and i bet most normal people stopped reading after like, the first half lol..ok ill go..last night was fun, today will be fun too! xoxoxoxo
--life is perfect
---i love you justin
----<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3