haven't updated in years...
Not going to say much, just a bit of an update.
I think I'm going to graduate in December.. more on that later, I think. That kind of sucks though because I would need to find someone who is subletting where I can keep my kitttttty... so that'll be tough. I don't want to sign a full year/ 10 month lease for fear that I may not find a subletter.. murr.
I've been going to dwe 2-3 times a week, and I love it. I'm actually proud of myself- a feeling I haven't felt in a really long time. I wish I would have gotten over my fear of the srsc years ago, but at least I'm doing something now. Tonight I went to belly-dancing (that's right... shut up) and after that I went to kick boxing. Needless to say it kicked my very flabby white ass. I don't think I'll go there again anytime soon, at least not until I build up confidence because there were far too many toned, skinny girls there. (I know, I know...that's why they're there) Confidence and I have been separated for quite some time. As in, past the sleeping on the couch, we're talking looking for a new residence separation. We still talk, but it's usually quick and defensive. Not ready to throw in the towel just yet..
I think I'm going to pay to go to belly dancing though.. I lack grace of every kind, and I think it would help with that (and thus confidence..) Plus it seemed pretty meditative and I have wanted to get more in touch with myself.
I can't believe Steve Irwin is dead. :'(
I think I'm going to graduate in December.. more on that later, I think. That kind of sucks though because I would need to find someone who is subletting where I can keep my kitttttty... so that'll be tough. I don't want to sign a full year/ 10 month lease for fear that I may not find a subletter.. murr.
I've been going to dwe 2-3 times a week, and I love it. I'm actually proud of myself- a feeling I haven't felt in a really long time. I wish I would have gotten over my fear of the srsc years ago, but at least I'm doing something now. Tonight I went to belly-dancing (that's right... shut up) and after that I went to kick boxing. Needless to say it kicked my very flabby white ass. I don't think I'll go there again anytime soon, at least not until I build up confidence because there were far too many toned, skinny girls there. (I know, I know...that's why they're there) Confidence and I have been separated for quite some time. As in, past the sleeping on the couch, we're talking looking for a new residence separation. We still talk, but it's usually quick and defensive. Not ready to throw in the towel just yet..
I think I'm going to pay to go to belly dancing though.. I lack grace of every kind, and I think it would help with that (and thus confidence..) Plus it seemed pretty meditative and I have wanted to get more in touch with myself.
I can't believe Steve Irwin is dead. :'(