This is my life story sumed up-(stole the idea from auto)
my name is Danielle Ellen Meigel, i was named after my great uncle Daniel who died fighting his beloved country. i have a brother named Scottywho i hate so much but love he is 15, a sister named Laura who is always there for me. and anthor sister who i hardly see anymore beacause she lives in Chiago and is raising a family of 4 and her name is Kelly. My mother was always too busy for me when i was younger and still is. she is a working women in the world and she has changed many peoples lives with her job. she works for avon but is number 2 in the nation and was awarded women of enterprise this year, which is the highest award you can have in avon, she has been on TV, in Magazines, in the newspaper numbers of times and etc. but back to me, i enjoy writing and reading more then you would think i would. poetry is one of my greatest passions. i have never let anyone read all my poems befor, beacause they would get frightened by the things i write down. my whole life i played soccer up until last year, i was on club since i was in the 4th grade and made many amazing friends through out those years from my teams. since 4th grade i played on Jusa Select, which was my life and one of my dreams to become a famous soccer player, but things change. i never did well in school i always was a low B-C student. i didnt have much passion in school. i was always a dreamer and still am. i dream about big things that seem highly impossible to achieve, but i think if you put your mind to it and make a effort you can do whatever you want to do. my whole life i wanted to be in the entertainment bussiness and still do.
when i was in the 6th grade my daddy died of cancer. one of the worst things that could ever happen to me. i was daddy's little girl, and he was my everything, he was my savior. the day he left this earth i thought i could never go on with my life without him by my side. it was the toughest thing to come my way and it will always be. there's not a day that passes that i wish he was still here and by my side to wish my luck in everything i do.
since his death i started getting very sick, problem after problem after problem. i have been in the hospital too many times to count. i was kicked out of school because i was so sick and was in the hospital, but i really think that was the best thing that has ever happen to me. because being home schooled i was able to achieve my acadmic goals i couldnt do in school. and it was more of a hands on program.
through out my years i have had a friend that means more to me then anyone could ever. she has been through everythingwith me, she has seen me in the worst times and in the best times. she is my angel on my shoulder, the person i hear to cheer me up. shes my Heather Lisa Cohen. we have been best friends since we were in the 5th grade and have never let our friendship die. we've been through so much together that nothing can ever sperate us. shes the one i call when i need someone to make me smile, shes the one i call to cry to. shes the only person who understands me and what i do. because at times i cant even understand myself. but i love her so much that nothing can change the way i feel about her or our friendship
i have been in love twice, which is scary to say. the first boy that i have feel in love with was Wes, he was the first guy that i always had on my mind. he made me have the butterflies whenever i saw him, talked to him on the phone, even the internet. he made me smile and never left my side, and always made me feel beautiful. hes was the first boy who i felt like truly cared about me. so i thought, but he broke my heart into a million pieces because, the end of our realationship he was cheating on me with one of his exgirlfriends. and i was blined by the love i felt for him to notice the signs that could lead me too this conclusion. and the sad part is that i didnt hear this terrible news from him but, my best friend hster. i was heartbroken and alone after that. i felt the need to drink and smoke and do drugs to cope with what he did to me. i was unbelievably fucked up at this point in my life. i drank all the time, and started seeing guy after guy after guy after guy. i couldnt stop this mess i made of my self. for i had never felt so alone in my life. i lost all respect for myself and had no cofidence at all. i thought i was ugly and fat and started not eating as much. and drinking more. my life was a mess.about 6 or 7 mounths after this happend i realize that i shouldnt be doing this to my self and cleaned up my act.
i make friends easily and i have made some of the best friends and some of the worst friends.
amanda marie wood-she is one of my bestest friends, she the girl that i can do nothing with but have the time of my life, we can just drive for hours listening to music and it would never get old. shes the kind of best friend that you can stay home on a friday night and watch movies with and just talk and pig out. we have been through some up and down times, as all friendships do. but i am thankful that she has forgive me because i would be lost with out her. i met the 2nd boy i fell in love and still am in love with through her. fucked her over for him but things worked out and us 3 our one big happy family just having fun.
shaun micheal schumacher-is one of those boys that are completely fuckasses, that are so immature but yet so funny you cant help but love them. about 5 or 6 months ago i met shaun, and i knew from the moment or maybe the 2nd day...ha, that we would be together. i love him so much, he makes me smile and laugh when most people cant. he is always there for me, and buys me anything i want. and sometimes i take this for granted. but he doesnt know how much he means to me and what i would do for him to make him happy. at the moment we are broken up, we both needed sometime to figure our own shit out so we can make our realationship work. shaun and i fight alot but we call it love fights. we are both assholes to each other beacause we love each other so much. i love him more than i can type!
ciara garcia- and i have also been through alot, at one point in our lives we were so imsperiable that our parents thought we were lesbains (no joke). i love her, even though sometimes i hate her so much because she is so beautiful. she's the girl i take out on the town with and we drink and smoke and have the best times of our lifes. we dance so much that its makes each of us sick. shes liven's up my life. and makes me happy when shes around. but the day she had brain surgery i thought i was going to lose her...this was the frist time i have ever turned to god. and i prayed for her everyday and everysecond for her not to leave me. i was by her side the whole time she was in there. thank god she lived and is ok!
i love my friends more then i love my self, with out there love and support i would not have lived this long. for they are what i wake up everyday and thank the lord for. they make my world go round.
oh yes i cant forget my Princess Laya BooBoo Meigel-shes also my best friend, shes my dog. she always knows when i am feeling sad and comes and licks my tears away and trys to cheer me up. shes half cyoto and half chow, i found her in the hills when i was in 4th grade. and we have been best of friends since!
this is my life sumed up. i know i have a boring life. enjoy....