dead to everyone.
i hate writting about how i feel in this thing, but it seems that all my best friends stop talking to me and started talking to my boyfriend. now im left with no one to talk to. i have so much emotions build up inside of me that i just want to end everything and become unliving. that seems like the only way out right now. i cant be like this anymore, crying every day 10 times a day beacause i have no one to talk to or understand my feels. i want my best friends back. i want the people that HE STOLE FROM ME! back. now. im lost with out them...where do i go from here. im broken. i feel numb and alone. i need someone, just someone to understand me and not always go to him, but lsiten to me and my feelings. maybe then i wouldnt be sucha fuck up that everyone calls me. i want to move out, i want to get away. this place is nothing but broken friendships that he stole from me. im misserable!
i need someone to make me happy again, i need someone to cheer me up. please help me!