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Okay, I am so glad i have so many friends that complain about me over the fucking computer! if you have a problem with me I am so glad you acn come to me and tell me! Preston honestly that is just really low! How do you think I feel, ever scence i broke up with jay I have been left out of everything...everyone is ignoring me....and I am here by myself wondering what you all are saying about me! It honestly blows my mind how you can tell me in my face that you are all my friends and then the next minute when I am there pretend I dont exist! well, you know what I am fucking sick and tierd of it! I am not going to try and be friends with you people if you dont want me to but can you tell me please so I dont have to feel as bad as I do! at least be big enough to say how you feel to me! You know what Preston you say you are a true friend but you stoped talking to me when I broke up with jay and if getting back with jay is the only way you will talk to me again then I am sorry, i guess we are not friends anymore, kat you have been ignoring me, you and jay ditched me at lunch! I want to know what the fuck is happening! If you were all my REAL friends you would come to me and ask me if what you heard and the rumors you heard were true because they are not if you want to believe me or not! and I am so glad you guys judge me and know what I do and what I dont, because the last time I checked you all know nothing about me! I am honestly hurt more than mad, because I accually thought I had a good group of frinds who were there for me and I turn around and dump jay or whatever I did you all turned against me! great friendship! that just shows I cant trust anyone but myself! thanks alot people, Thanks kat, Thanks Jay, Thanks Preston thanks for making em feel so fucking good! i hope you are are happy! I am so happy you are all so quick to judge me, so quick to lie to me, and so quick to go behind my back and spread the romors even more! you all make me feel I am apart of a nice big happy family! God, and I really trusted you guys! Fuck you all!