Jan 13, 2007 11:59
hey you guys! well right now i'm at my dads house. of course we had finals the last week (which is why i havent been updating) but i'll get to that later. right now i just wanna talk about my next door neighbor. for any of you who have been following my journal you know that i have a bit of a crush on my dads next door neighbor. well the past months we havent really talked to eachother which really upsets me. of course i know we dont have a chance hes married with two kids but i miss talking to him. i use to look forward to coming over here so i could see him. well his wife had a baby a couple months ago and we havent really talked since. i know hes probably really busy and happy with his family but i cant help to feel a little lonely. i mean i get to spend time with my dads side of the family but i liked him and i havent been able to talk to him. even today when i was calling bentley in he didnt really say anything to me but i did get to see him in his boxers hahahaha
anyway moving on lets discuss the week from hell. ok so most of my finals went pretty good i think. the only hard ones were history (i'm not sure how i did), orchestra ( i still cant believe he moved me back i was so nervous i dont even thinks he cared though) and the worst one of all spanish. ok during spanish the first like 11 questions i knew and i'm like oh this isnt going to be so bad then all of the questions after that i'm not even kidding i guessed. i was the worst feeling ever i seriously wanted to cry. then for the writing portion i wrote 4 really good sentences then i looked at the sheet and it said you had to write at least 9 sentences. it was horrible the rest of the sentences i think someone in spanish 1 could do better. omg i seriously want ot quit spanish i'm not even joking. i mean now that affirmitive action is gone i wont get into u of m and would never go to state so i dont even need 2 years of a language. but the only thing thats bothering me is that i hate quiting things. i know that life would be so much easier if i didnt take spanish but the humiliation of handing in my spanish book and my seat being empty in the class is unbearable. and i dont wanna leave steph behind without anyone. ugh i have to decide by tuesday and i'm not sure what to do.
omg for all the people who watch degrassi jt dies!!!! its so sad he was one of my favorite characters and jt and liberty were my favorite couple and i thought that they were gonna get back together but he died in her arms!!! i havent been following up on degrassi because i think its shit now but i'm still really really sad that jt died i loved him.
and another side note my iPod is acting crazy. ok i plugged it into my computer and it wont play seriously half the songs. i dunno whats wrong but its kinda pissing me off.