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well kids as much of you know im so sick of life right about now...
give you the break down-
...my grandfather is dying
... my dads resturaunt isnt doing so hot which means i might never see it again- which is so upsetting considering i practically grew up there
... my sister who already has a 4 year old is pregnant again and marrying a guys sees know like a month and is moving to texas- yeah thats a hard hitter
...im sick of people telling me im an idiot- i mean they arent directly saying that but thats what i hear when people say i dont know what im doing- im sorry but why cant you just get out of my life- im not and idiot. im not an idiot! wouldnt it make you really upset if people constantly came up to you saying your wrong about everything- you dont know-your being stupid- especially on top of all the other crap gonig on this week - im just so emotionally worn out and the one thing that is keeping me together is what everyone wants to take away-
arggg- please dont think this is toward anyone in particular or even anyone at all im just not having a good week i kinda need to get it out because i feel like i cant speak to anyone anymore- like im afraid theyll just tell me im a moron and i dont need that right now- ineed a hug and some light- i want to know that they is a light at the end of the tunnel cuz right now im just living on the hope that everything will be fine in a few weeks-
well sorry for the emo crap - i had a blast last night when i wasnt looking for my phone and my keys and my MIND! lol- kareoke (cant spell) was hilarious i love band kids- sorry i couldnt say bye to anyone by the time i got my keys i had to speed out to get home before curfew.. blah- well ill ttyl kidds! have fun with yourselves...
give you the break down-
...my grandfather is dying
... my dads resturaunt isnt doing so hot which means i might never see it again- which is so upsetting considering i practically grew up there
... my sister who already has a 4 year old is pregnant again and marrying a guys sees know like a month and is moving to texas- yeah thats a hard hitter
...im sick of people telling me im an idiot- i mean they arent directly saying that but thats what i hear when people say i dont know what im doing- im sorry but why cant you just get out of my life- im not and idiot. im not an idiot! wouldnt it make you really upset if people constantly came up to you saying your wrong about everything- you dont know-your being stupid- especially on top of all the other crap gonig on this week - im just so emotionally worn out and the one thing that is keeping me together is what everyone wants to take away-
arggg- please dont think this is toward anyone in particular or even anyone at all im just not having a good week i kinda need to get it out because i feel like i cant speak to anyone anymore- like im afraid theyll just tell me im a moron and i dont need that right now- ineed a hug and some light- i want to know that they is a light at the end of the tunnel cuz right now im just living on the hope that everything will be fine in a few weeks-
well sorry for the emo crap - i had a blast last night when i wasnt looking for my phone and my keys and my MIND! lol- kareoke (cant spell) was hilarious i love band kids- sorry i couldnt say bye to anyone by the time i got my keys i had to speed out to get home before curfew.. blah- well ill ttyl kidds! have fun with yourselves...