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[xohollywoodox]

well lifes been pretty sweet- normal stuff- a lot of crap but theres those few people who still give me reason to smile- and i love it... a lot of things going on inside my head - ive come to the conclusion that ill just go with the flow- im sick of letting parental units get to me - everything will work out and if it doesnt then its not meant to- and i refuse from this point on to try and figure out my brain because whats going to happen will happen and i kno things will coem together if i just go with it instead of trying to fix and understand thing. WEll i kno no one really cares but i just like typing it and getting it through my head and getting it out of me... today was fun - went to drama then to home depot to get crap - completly was terrified cuz andy was driving and we had 4 pieces of plywood on the roof that werent tied on very wel;- so we all had our hands out the window holding on for life- it was scarey but hilarious- were still alive tho..then went over to jeffs for joliets practice- which was.. amazing- i dont know how so much different talent can be so lucky to all be in one band all from the same school- i cant begin to explain how awesome they all are. im officially a groupy- im so lame but i love it... then came home did psychology work- finally finished my outline then did some SAT work cuz i have to ...we got suprise company which is awesome and it gives me an excuse to stop doing work- we have a festival thing tomorrow which is going to be insane- i hope its cold out tomorrow- so i dont sweat cuz then the band will smell bad... :( ... but i miss performing- its like the one time when nothing else matters but to just be on the field and have the time of your life... your not thinking about boys or school or family... because theres no time to-- i dont even know what goes through my head during a performance- all i know is i have this huge smile on my face- its graet i love it so much.. its sad to think this is my last year performing- maybe ill join a core in high school can you see me on the cadets? damn there so good- i dunno i definately want to comtinue with colorguard - i kno i get made fun of alot for it- but i honestly love it - besides the random drama i love to twirl- i love to perform- i kno im strange... well dinner time folks... leave some love...

xox *sweet dreams*