well she's already told me that. I knew that and I know that. but I dunno. I guess I'm just not the type of person to dwell on things like that. If I'm single I don't care because I have a great group of friends and family to keep me feeling loved. and I think it's shitty to exclude me from her life because I'm happy with someone. plain ol' shitty. and I told her that too. It's not fair. besides that she was single before when I was with pat and she would hang out with the two of us. ::shrugs:: she's the type of person who seems to need to dwell on the bad instead of living life and smiling and enjoying the good things that are right in front of her face. but if she wants to miss out that's on her. like anyone. if you're going to stay cooped up and shut people out of your life then you're making yourself miserable.. and only you can pull yourself outta that. dating someone isn't going to do that for you. she knows that. She's dated other people and it didn't work out.. didn't make her any happier. it frustrates me and makes me sad. but I shouldn't have to be miserable.. or single for her to love me and want to be around me.
The cruise was interesting. I got to feed stingrays so I'm pretty frickin' happy. I hope you're doing well!
The cruise was interesting. I got to feed stingrays so I'm pretty frickin' happy. I hope you're doing well!
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