May 11, 2009 18:20
I feel happier than I've felt in a long time. Not that I wasn't happy before, I'm generally really happy like all the time. But it's just that this is a different kind of happy. It's a relieving sort of happy and it feels so good.
The other night I was with Rachel and Alex at a park and I just felt so great to be outside; the weather was perfect, it was cool but not even close to being cold, and the sky was so clear; and although you couldn't see many stars due to the streetlights and fountain lights and building lights nearby, we could definitely see some, and the moon was just as big and beautiful. And I just wanted to dance around and be engulfed in all of the beauty and the happy feelings I was experiencing. Alex thought I was nutso, like he usually does, but I didn't care even the tiniest bit, I just gave him and Rachel the most giant hugs I could give.
I am so grateful for so many things.