i'm srry baby!
this weekend was fun i guess..had to work a lot thats all i do is work and hang out with my baby boy! this week i gotta work 5 days monday wednesday thursday friday and sat. freakin 31 hours! that crazy and me having school and all...ugh idk i wanna quit but i love making the money and not asking for any money from my parents but yet me grades suck ass 2...idk friday nite i got off at 10ish and then went to joes house hung out talked to his mom and dad for a few and then left came home the usual...then sat. lets see i don't remembe what i did...oh yea i went shopping with my sister and then headed to work..after that i got off work at 9ish and hung out with laren and joe...joe wasn't feeling good soo he laid on the floor while we were watching hook and he feel asleep and i feel asleep rubbing his back..then his dad woke me up and asked what time i had to be home and i told him and then crashed again on the living room floor while laren layed onthe cough watchin the movie then i left and went home...today i went to church...went out to eat with amanda brandon casey katie sarah phillip this girl named andy and nathan...we we decided to head down to settles bridge...oh and this matt kid..well we had 4 cars...we all got out and just walked down there stood around then decided to walk along the lil edge of the bank soo that holly could slip and fall into the water..then we walked back to the bridge and watched this guy either stoned or drink jump off the bridge into FREEZING cold water saying living on the edge..and something about a nigger i don't remember..yea that was pretty boring..then i called up my baby! to see what he was doing and i toldally F*ed things up today...idk but yeah then i met up with joe and went back to his house talked to his mom and just hung out with joe to make up for what i did today...i'm soo srry joe! i promise to never do it again! then he left for work and i left to go home...then i headed back to church sat throw a bible study type deal then left there amanda was driving my car so she dropped me off at CEC b/c my dad and all my family was there and i talked to joe! gosh i love that kid! and then i came home...just sittin here thinking about a lot of things these days! but idk i'm out! nite nite
much love,
Xo holly Ox
i'm soo srry sweetie i didn't mean 2...i can't say it enough..its like the whole danyelle thing...except we weren't at my house and we weren't alone..i don't kno how to explain it..i guess thats how i felt that nite when u told me that u were just gunna take her home butyet she went back to ur house...also its not u i don't trust its them i don't trust ...but i don't wanna lose you and i'm soo freakin srry for hurting you today..i love you soo much and i promise i woudn't do anything like that to hurt you again! i promise! but i hope ur having a good day at work..i love you and miss you! XoXo call me tonite! k? oh and srry i wasn't picking up my phone it was in the car...but i love you and miss ya!
much love,
Xo holly Ox
i'm soo srry sweetie i didn't mean 2...i can't say it enough..its like the whole danyelle thing...except we weren't at my house and we weren't alone..i don't kno how to explain it..i guess thats how i felt that nite when u told me that u were just gunna take her home butyet she went back to ur house...also its not u i don't trust its them i don't trust ...but i don't wanna lose you and i'm soo freakin srry for hurting you today..i love you soo much and i promise i woudn't do anything like that to hurt you again! i promise! but i hope ur having a good day at work..i love you and miss you! XoXo call me tonite! k? oh and srry i wasn't picking up my phone it was in the car...but i love you and miss ya!