6 months.
Well.. I thought things were off to a new start. But once again, I have been proven wrong. I can honestly & surely say.. that the last 6 months have been the best, yet worst in my life. As everyone probably knows by now, me & Kyle don't have the best relationship. But all that seems to matter to me, is that I love him. & That's why I am trying to stick this out the best I can. I know everyone likes to say " What is a relationship without trust? " & That may entirely be the problem. That is one thing I don't have. But if you know what has went on, you will probably completely understand why I don't have it. I try. I trust. & Then it gets thrown back in my face.
& No. I am not asking for comments like this: "Donna.. I don't understand how you do it. How can you be with him if you don't trust him?" Because I will tell you to shove that shit up your ass. Don't you think I've heard it enough by now!? It's not going to change anything.
NOBODY else will ever see what I see in this kid. NOBODY else will ever be able to look in his eyes and feel the feelings I have for him. & I may not trust him, But no matter what anyone says, I don't.. and never will believe that that is enough to give up what we have.
He is my life, my love, MY EVERYTHING. ♥
It's been 6 months. Please don't give up on me now.
& No. I am not asking for comments like this: "Donna.. I don't understand how you do it. How can you be with him if you don't trust him?" Because I will tell you to shove that shit up your ass. Don't you think I've heard it enough by now!? It's not going to change anything.
NOBODY else will ever see what I see in this kid. NOBODY else will ever be able to look in his eyes and feel the feelings I have for him. & I may not trust him, But no matter what anyone says, I don't.. and never will believe that that is enough to give up what we have.
He is my life, my love, MY EVERYTHING. ♥
It's been 6 months. Please don't give up on me now.