Jul 25, 2004 21:43
well i have decided that i am bascially the nothing child..
my lil sister was sitting at dinner today and she was lyk i was yalls first child.. and i mean she is with my mom and my stepdad..and my mother loves my lil sister and brother.. they get everything and im always the blame no matter whose fault it is..
i mean my lil sister can smack me a across the face, go whereever she wants without telling my mom and not get in trouble.. all i do is talk to a boy and my moms lyk OMG WHO THE EFF IS THAT BOY!
today i went to the pool with mal n miranda and mir wanted to invite richard. so she did. and my mom came by and screamed at me for hym being there.. i didnt think she would care but hey! in my moms eyes if a boys around that means i did something with him.. i swear my mom thinks im a whore which makes me feel better about myself..
so really everything i do is wrong.. everytime my mom screams at me for something makes me want to move with my dad more and more because i kno my dad trusts me and respects me
:(...i wish they would trust me...