Hey
I haven't wrote in this journal in a while, why not just update in here?
I am mainly using
mydrugisrussell
now to write (of course).
This journal is mainly my past before I turned 18 mainly....
Now there is so much changing.
High School is now behind me . =)
A better life actually starts,
& my mom can't even hold me back anymore.
I'm won't let anyone get in the way of my dreams.
I will soon be so happy with Russell!!!
All I need out of life is happiness &
I will only get that with Russell,
besided that my friends & animals too.
Art of any kind is my voice for the most part,
which I need to get back into the swing of doing art projects.
I want to read more about wicca,
I used to read alot about it when I was younger &
was always fond of it.
I have my own set of tarot cards I need to learn to use,
if anyone is able to help me please get incontact with me!
I am starting up meditation again,
It's so relaxing! =)
The weird thing is when I do meditate,
I hear voices or sounds that are odd sometimes.
I want to get intouch with the spiritual side like I used to,
When I was little girl I used to hear & see spirits alot.
I don't practice Christian religion or Jewish religion,
I don't care if someone does because everyone has their own beliefs,
but I really dislike the one's who try to push their religion on me.
I'm so excited about everything changing, it's really great!
I have been happy before of course,
but for once in my life I can say
that I am sincerely happy.
(...If that makes sense.)
P.S. -...I want to start doing more work with helping animals on the side,
since I'm moving & there are so many more animals in WV.
My boyfriend & I both love animals,
We both want to have a lot & care for them,
keep them away from harm of others,
to make these animals feel welcome &
not like hunted garbage like many people treat them.