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[xofall3nang3lox]

everything is like... falling apart. i feel like i have no control over my life what-so-ever. i feel like everything is just happening to me. like i'm just sitting back watching my life fly by and there's nothing i can do about it. nothing i can do to make it better. sure, i have my moments, when i forget about everything going on and just allow myself to have a good time... but i feel like i'm just sitting here in a daze, far away from everyone and everything.

sorry if i'm distant from any of you... or if i'm a jerk to you. i just... don't know how to make things better.

forgive me.