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Yah. so the past few days have ben horrible..absolutly horrible. I realized how much i hate my house and how much i want to leave it even tho my parents spoil me rotten and give me everything i want. I hate it when i go on my own little rant and then to find out that im absolutly wrong. It sucks.
So my mom has ben reading this journal and i dont care. I hardly update ne more ne ways. She thinks that shes all cool bc shes reading about my life..for some reason its funny bc she has no idea wat goes on. she has no idea wat i like, wat music i like, who i like, who my real friends are, and she knows how to ruin everything. She told me that she was gonna ruin the night of the snowball for me. And as of right now..i dont even no if im going bc i dont have a dress. We went shoppingh last night and she wouldnt let me get any of the dresses that i wanted..and then she would pick out the most ugliest ones and say ohh this is cute. NOT. So it was a pointless trip to the mall. I dont no wats going on anymore. I need to get my hair done. If i dont get a dress..then im just gonna wear the one from last yr.
I dont want to do cheerleading..especialy jv. I need to lose weight and cheerleading only makes me gain it. Id so much rather do track bc running is good for u. Cheerleading just makes me depressed..and took make it all worse..i have like no friends on the team. NONe. I wish everything could just go bak to normal. I wish that cheerleading was fun again and i wish that ppl didnt talk about me behind my bak. I also wish that teachers would stop trying to cram everything in before vacation bc ita making me crazy. Hmm...i dunno. well school starts soon and i dont have a ride so i donno wat im gonna do. I gess ill just i dunno. wateva.
Elise
So my mom has ben reading this journal and i dont care. I hardly update ne more ne ways. She thinks that shes all cool bc shes reading about my life..for some reason its funny bc she has no idea wat goes on. she has no idea wat i like, wat music i like, who i like, who my real friends are, and she knows how to ruin everything. She told me that she was gonna ruin the night of the snowball for me. And as of right now..i dont even no if im going bc i dont have a dress. We went shoppingh last night and she wouldnt let me get any of the dresses that i wanted..and then she would pick out the most ugliest ones and say ohh this is cute. NOT. So it was a pointless trip to the mall. I dont no wats going on anymore. I need to get my hair done. If i dont get a dress..then im just gonna wear the one from last yr.
I dont want to do cheerleading..especialy jv. I need to lose weight and cheerleading only makes me gain it. Id so much rather do track bc running is good for u. Cheerleading just makes me depressed..and took make it all worse..i have like no friends on the team. NONe. I wish everything could just go bak to normal. I wish that cheerleading was fun again and i wish that ppl didnt talk about me behind my bak. I also wish that teachers would stop trying to cram everything in before vacation bc ita making me crazy. Hmm...i dunno. well school starts soon and i dont have a ride so i donno wat im gonna do. I gess ill just i dunno. wateva.
Elise