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tonight is gonna be so lame. everyone is going to the brooks and dunn concert or last damn show and im home watching my little brother while my mom and dad go to a party. oh this is gonna be so great....jb looked at me tonight and goes whats wrong ? u look so depressed and im thinkin DUH! its a no wonder... not only did last night turn out like hell , tonight will be just as wonderful. howl o scream could have been a lotta fun if it werent for megans bfs whole gang. we seriously stood around waiting for them to hangout with us for a long time and then when they get there all they wanted was beer. at first it was fun just us grls having a time and screaming at all the scary shit then when all the drama came i started acting like a bitch to everyone. i feel bad but i guess some of the people i yelled at deserved it. im sry for beau too his g'pa went on lifesupport last night and he only found out about it on his way up and megan wasnt even talking to him. that whole situation makes me sad too. hes so adorable and likes her a lot and yet the relationship seems to mean nothing. it sucks to think that grls that would actually want a good bf that would treat them like a princess dont get one...but then the grls that do get treated this way take advantage or it just doesnt mean anything...this doesnt really pertain to megan tho cuz her situation is different. but thats ok im just saying. well my family bday party is tomorrow and im not really excited that much. idk why its kinda like well just another day excaept everyone comes over and we stuff our faces and i open presents. i hop i dont sound ungreatful because i kno that i am so fortunate for everything i have and im glad for it but i think these past few days have been a little much for me and im just not in the spirit. i hope my spirits will lift tomorrow...till then im out.