the phantom of the opera is here.. inside my mind! rofl, ilu val. ^__^
i couldn't do it! i didn't break up with thad last night. i was so pumped up and ready to do it and then i heard his voice and i just.. melted.
anywho, heres what happend:
i was over at megan's last night, and while she was in the shower, i called savoye to say hey and just to see what's up to pass the time, and i told him about my little boyfreind problem. so we call thad on three was because i thought he was ignoring my calls (which i found out wasn't true, and i felt like an idiot, haha.) we talked for awhile, and i had my emotional raving so i could get everthing off my chest, and after he got me to calm down we talked for about 10 or 15 minutes. we're still on our break, but we now understand what each other is going through, and it made me feel so much better. ^__^ he started going on and on about how he loved me, and how he just didn't want to drag me into his emotional problems, and he promised (he said i promise like 5 times in a row, i guess he was trying to get his point through, lol.) me that as soon as he stopped being so emotional over every little thing, he would call me. i got scared at that though, because i didn't know how long that would take, so i asked him. he said it probably wouldn't be that much longer. i sure do hope so.
holy shit i'm just a sucker for this boy. but.. i can't help it.
i know ya'll are probably tired about hearing me talk about thad, i've just had him on my mind for a while. thanks for dealing, haha. ^__^
anywho, heres what happend:
i was over at megan's last night, and while she was in the shower, i called savoye to say hey and just to see what's up to pass the time, and i told him about my little boyfreind problem. so we call thad on three was because i thought he was ignoring my calls (which i found out wasn't true, and i felt like an idiot, haha.) we talked for awhile, and i had my emotional raving so i could get everthing off my chest, and after he got me to calm down we talked for about 10 or 15 minutes. we're still on our break, but we now understand what each other is going through, and it made me feel so much better. ^__^ he started going on and on about how he loved me, and how he just didn't want to drag me into his emotional problems, and he promised (he said i promise like 5 times in a row, i guess he was trying to get his point through, lol.) me that as soon as he stopped being so emotional over every little thing, he would call me. i got scared at that though, because i didn't know how long that would take, so i asked him. he said it probably wouldn't be that much longer. i sure do hope so.
holy shit i'm just a sucker for this boy. but.. i can't help it.
i know ya'll are probably tired about hearing me talk about thad, i've just had him on my mind for a while. thanks for dealing, haha. ^__^