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[xodramaqueenxo6]

This is...worse than high school...people talking about me behind my back...people who shouldnt be doing it!! I cant turn my back for one second...its worse than being at school...I'm tired of it. Why do people hate me so much? More drama than school. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just pray God gives me strength.

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Aw, I love you Nicole!!

[beastness]

Nicole, it broke my heart to read that message. I don't even know what happened, but you don't deserve to be talked about behind your back, nor do I understand what people could say. I heard it in a movie once, (I think Lilo and Stitch) "They don't hate you, they just don't know what to say." It's not exactly the kind words I was looking for, lol, the point is... you are above them. People who talk about others are often jealous and only talk about others to feel better about themselves. Still, you don't deserve it. I will also be praying for your strength, and for the lightening of the hearts of those who have betrayed you. I will also pray for their forgiveness. "Forgive them Father, they know not what they do." Seriously Nicole, if they understood who you were, they would never say one unkind word about you, or think such things. They would love you, and want to be just like you. I don't know if any of that made sense, because I don't know the story, my heart just aches for you... and I want you to know that people do love you. And

One more thing

[beastness]

I've talked to a lot of people about suffering lately, I'm sure I'll journal about it later... but for now: Think of broken bones, it hurts when they're broken... but when they heal, the same bone is never broken, because it grows back so strong. Okay, I really should just journal about the rest. lol. Hopefully it'll be good reading material for you tomorrow. Love you tons!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!