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so ii had plans to go to the movies with some lovely ladies..these plans however fell thru..which sux for me because its another nite at home that ii havent seen my beautiful ladies..this day is much over due..ii also had plans to see my sexi mexi justin..however yet again those plans fell thru..ii was deffinately lookin forward to seein those that ii love so much..but ii cannot..ii do hope that tomorow my momma will let me go to g.s which ii havent been to n awhile..it seems like im a disease and no one wants to be around me..its a horrible feeling..plus ii hate feelin sadd..its ubber depressin..bbllaaahhh..no words to say..im just left here alone..
these are the times that ii do think about things and analyze everthing..so now im thinkin if my frends even love me anymore..ii know its stupid but whatever it happens and tonite is one of those times that it does happen..
on a much needed happier not..my momma came home from her retreat today..she wasnt gone fer to long but non the less ii miissed her..she sayd she had a really good time and im happy fer her..she needed to get away to breathe fer a second..ii love her very much..3 cheers fer moms.
well ii found a frend to stay and chill with me on this lonely saturday nite..my lizard frend on the window..oo snapp now ive got memories playin thru my head of the grate times ii had with my x..and coquensadentally the lizard is now gone..wow..its so cliche..once again im left here alone..ponderin over many things..life is a slut..its good sometimes..then u realize the price u have to pay for it..then it sux..hhmm ii suppose now im payin for it..the penalty is me movin to another school..the cost is lonely nites that ii dont get to spend with the ones that ii love..so whats a gurl to do..when shez hung out to dry..shame shame on me..
it
reeks
of
silence
in
these
lonely
ears
of
mine