my worlds crashin down again..
im so lost rite now..n ii feel so alone..no ones come to my rescue..to save me from me..its jus me and myself and ii have to deal with how ii feel..n im scared..ii dont wana do this..all ii want is to b n ur embrace..but its so impossible..ii wuz up on this pedistool..n ii thot ii wud never come down..ii wuz at the highest high..never thot of comin down..n all at once..my world came crashin down..n after that it wuz like a domino effect how it effectd the aspects of my life..never did ii think it wud b like this..never have ii thot that ii wud feel these thangs..that ii feel now..its like no one is comin to rescue me from this..there just standin and watchin from the side lines as i go thru this horrible pain..ii want outa this..ii feel like im soo done..im ready ta b over this..n im so ready to b numb
u have my heart on lock and key..