..GeeZ..
broken this fragile thing now
and i cant i cant pick up the pieces
yah. . .im still n love wit tha one ii cant have nemroe. . .its hard ta get over u. . .do u even care bout me nemore. . .theres so many questions that are left unanswered. . .if they were answered this wud b soo much more easier. . .ii jus wana talk ta u. . .ii atleas wan u n mah lyfe. . .ii don lyke that ur wiped outa mah lyfe. . .ii atleas wana b ur frend. . .ii don lyke puttin mah feelins out there. . .but sumtimes its tha only way. . .
ii want off this rollercoaster
on tha upside. . .MIRANDAZ BDAYZ TADAY. . .HAPPEY BDAY SWEETIE II LOVE U. !! im so happey tha mah old bes frends n ii r kool now. . .ii wuz scared tha ii wuz guna loose em. .. they mean so much ta me. . .n iono wut id do witout em. . .mah angels. . .COURTNAY KRISTYN. . .MIRANDA N SARA. . .ii love u all sooo much
im missn jonney sooo much taday. . .it jus hit me tha if he wuz still here tha wed b goin ta tha same skool. . .his lockerz got his name on it n ppl rote n it. . .its sweet. . .ii jus wish tha ii cudve sayd goodbye. . .il get ta say hii ta em soon enouf. . .but tha day seems ta b taken ferever. . .hez an amazin person n il never ferget em. . .n hell always have a place n mah heart. . .2.6.04
it wuz so unexpected. . .ii still have no words to say
im sooo draind. . .hopefully tomrow will b better. . .ii thank it will b. . .robbie cheers me up n so does everyone else. . .tca peeps. . .ii love u all soo much even tho ii jus mett u lyke a week ago. !! u mean so much to me. . .ii need ta write. . .ii don lyke feelin this way 3 days n a row. . .it sux. . .ii don really feel llyke me. . .im lyke jus puttin on a smile n goin out. . .ii wana b me. . .blah copen wit thangs ii shudn have to. . .don lyke ta b forced ta do thangs tha ii don wana. . .
im feelin alil outa place. . .alil dirrty. . .don lyke this. . .ii wish ii cud trade this lyfe fer another. . .ii wana b happey. . .ii wana b okay. . .ii wana b me. . .again
hhmm. . .so ta do so much ta thank bout. . .il b okay. . .il always b okay. . .
. . .MisTaKeS ToOo MaNy MisTaKeS To WiPe MaH sLaTe cLeAn. . .
. . .DirrTy ToOo DirrtY To WiPe aWaY. . .
. . .sTaiNs ToOo MaNy sTaiNs To BeCoMe PuRe. . .