Apr 30, 2006 17:38
Yea its been awhile since ive updated. yea lifes just been icky. but oo well..it should get a little bit better...or at least i hope so. my friends are great. some of them need help but otherwise i love them!...i hung out with josie yesterday and went shopping...they both made me happier. friday was just a bad day for me. we lost our game, found out that the guy who supposeofly said he liked me..told me that he lost "interest" and said all this other stuff that just made me feel horrible. then i talked to paul...letted out a little bit of frustration. then i went in my room and just listened to emo music, because thats just what i do. thought about my past and stuffs. thought back to when i was younger and life was just so much easier. i decided that for now im giving up on love and boys all together, because i just get hurt in the end. but yea...thats just my whole life in a short little paragraph. um...lets see what else is new....i gots new shoes that i love to death. i cant waite till schools done. i get to dye my hair *claps*...ive been waiting forever to re-dye it!! ummm wut else....idk..i cant think of anything else. today me and josie sat in our pjs till about 3:30p,m. we watched agent cody banks...i got all excited because i love that movie!...we also watched a blast from the past.< thats a good movie to.ummmm...nothing else happend today thats interesting. but yea...i just hope that life gets a little bit better from now on. i think im going to try to not let things get the best of me...and not care about what happend anymore. and maybe ill be able to be happy some more..who noes!!
that was my rambelings for today
maggi