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Updating.. I always forget to write in here.. I mean to.. I just don't.. hm, whatever though. Well, me and Ryan broke up.. I had a feeling it was going to happen.. he "doesn't feel the same way anymore" to put it in his own words.. but I'm not going to let him get the best of me.. I'm better than that. Haha.. anyways.. I'm so nervous/anxious about tomorrow. I'm going to Darien Lake with my Orchestra for a competition. I hope we do good.. we've been practicing so freaking hard it's not even funny. I feel like I could play the music in my sleep if I wanted to.. hm, I'm tired.. I should go to sleep.. but I need a shower first.. rawr. I'm going..