Feb 06, 2005 22:35
But at least i have decisions right?
Full time employment becomming part time (allthough good pay) as of may 1st.
Want to go to school.
I could go to school and work part time up here but i'd need financial help.
I could go back to Oregon and live with my parents and take them up on the "one last try" option. That being one more term not to fuck up and they'll keep paying for school and i can keep living at home.
Worst part is I'd have to leave soon. Registration for next quarter is early March.
A lot of other factors come in to play. I miss Joe, and Danni, and everyone.... But as for location I like it better up here. This is where I grew up. In Oregon I felt I may have burned a lot of bridges whereas here I hang out with the friends i've had since way back in the day. A lot more attachment here.
I think overall it's in my futures best interest to go back to Oregon and finish school living with my parents. I miss my dog and home cooked meals and shopping lists. And being able to walka round in the dark knowing where everything is.
I think I did well. I'm doing extremely well for myself now especially considering I don't even have my diploma. It's that damn urge to go back to school because I actually want to be more educated.
We'll see what happens, and as per usualy I'll have the apathetic LJ to lean on.