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Alright! i now have sumin to bitch about in LJ... ok well sunday night my step mom comes home swearing at my dad..again...for w/e reason noone would tell me and she was like "fuck u asshole" and ill i wanted to do iwas push her down the stairs...maybe that actiob would be wrong cuz i didn't know what really happened but my dad is sooo nice to barbie jade adn haley and she can be such an on and off bitch..don't get me wrong thought i do love her to death but like i feel bad for my dad..i LOVE my dad like seriously if i didn't have my dad i dunno what id do hes so nice....i wish i could live with him but i don't want to live adn i don't wanna live with so many people id go crazy...but i can't stand my mom i love her too but like we CAN'T get along no matter what were so different or maybe its cuz we're so alike i dunno..but neways..back to my step mom and my dad..for the next few days i didn't even wanna come outta my room luckly i wento emilys but when i came back i still felt like bad vibe adn i felt that even jade hated me so i didn't come out of my room until i knew noone was there even then i ran to get w/e and then went back in my room.....but im stuck at my dads for a week well i really only have two days left but still its been pretty bad..oh and then i had this awful dream well nightmare i guess bout my dads old ex...dusty....ugh i hated her with such a burning passion..that bitch wrote me a two page letter about how im a selfish bitchy brat how so rot in hell adn shit like that and sent me it on my brithday i hate her so much but neways i woke up adni was bleeding on my plam so im must have been holdin my fist really tightly or sumin but i wen to get up and for sum reason lola (my puppy) was in my bed and she like freaked at me adn bit my arm so i was pretty pissed..but i got back to bed adn woke up in the morning to watch my dad leave for work and leave me with barbie adn jade again....so i was like hmmm maybe they don't hate me so i walked outta my room and the both didn't even look at me so i wa slike umm ok so i pretended like i wanted sumin and went down stairs adn back up and sat in my room its around 1ish and my dad came home adn barbie was still pretty ticked off well actually my dad was mad at her now so i wa slike lets go somewhere so we went out on the motorcycle and we went around and what not...but yea thats my deal with my step but i guess everythings ok now cuz she didn't move out like she threated to and she talked to me today so it was ok....but to add to all that fun i fell 12 times this weeki onlt remember three actually...once was climbing up emilys water fall that hurt.....another was i was dancing to rock u like a hurricane adn i slipped on a bounce fabric softner maybe dad laughed at me so hard adn lola attacked me cuz she thought i was i playin and the thrid was i went to get water in the middle of the night and i thoughti was at the last stair but i had 3 more to go adn step really widely adn fell into the wall that hurt so bad but it was funny....god im clumsy..but thats been my week so far and now its 2 40 am which means 5 more hours till krista calls adn comes ova to niki's and then we all go to the mall so i can shop for camp which im not that excited for now but neways and buy brandon a gift sinces hes moving... I LOVE YOU BRANDON!....well now that i have nuttin else to write about im gunna go night everyone <333