Apr 10, 2005 21:14
most people really arent writing in their journals, so i dont really care that much about writing in mine. i guess im just really bored, lol.
I got to see James last night!!!!!!!! in case none of u know who James is, lol, hes this guy who comes with his family to my church like twice a year. i met him last september, well actually, i didnt meet him then, because i was to chicken to talk to him. well last night, i talked to him, and ahh hes such a nice guy!! lol. i am gonna see him again in tuesday because hes going to perform at my old church, and my mom said we could go!! im so excited! lol, i emailed him, which is cool cuz now we can keep in touch online and stuff. my church booked him and his family again for either june or july, which is awesome, but i gotta wait a few months to see him :-(. we didnt really get to talk to much, cuz he was kinda busy, but im sure we will get to talk more on tuesday. i would be so great to be able to like see him after a long time of talking to him online and stuff, plus, in all this... hes really cute! lol.
in my last entry, it says that me and mark arent doing so hot, haha was i right.... we broke up like 2 weeks ago, ouch. lol but im totally ove it, and not upset anymore.
i hate dan persing with every inch of me... just thought i would let that out.
me and sara are on the verg (sp?) of being ok I guess, i mean we arent totally there yet, but hey, its progress. i think we just need to talk more and stop believeing everything we hear from other people. i guess ever since she left, thigns have been really rough. i mean she doesnt live that close to me, and neither of us drive so its hard for us to get together. btu i hope everything works out with us, cuz i would hate to lose her as a friend. sara, if ur reading this, im sorry for what happened, and i wish we couod just take it all back.....
try outs for high school squad are on saturday!! im like freaking out! i wanted to go over to hill's with brie and work one some stuff, like our motions and jumps and whatever. but my mom said no cuz it was late, haha they were crying in the background, it was really funny. haha i love those guys!!
my dad told me that he saw steve throwing rocks at little kids, he thought it was bad, and i thought it was hillarious!! lol
and i have something to say to chris, lol. ok, why dont we ever hang out? thats all i wanted to know.
i miss 7th grade alot, i miss my old friends, and hanging out with everyone, at one time, everyone got along and everything was totally great, and now everything is soooo messed up, people are saying things that arent true. I mean at this exact time last year, i had an amazing boyfriend, and so did one of my best friends. we all got along great, and everyone was happy. how could so much change in a year?? ahh!
ok, enough of that, but everyone knows that i have to have the one part of the entry where i totally stop dead and complain about past times... lol
i realized last night, (when i was sitting on the back of my mom's car at church), that i love the sky.. the stars were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful last night. i think i wanna be some type of scientist that studies the stars, that would be sooo great. or, i wanna be one of those people who study like the weather. meteoroligist i think, but i get them and the ppl who study ocean animals mixed up :-/.
ok, well this entry is enough for now, i will try yo update this thing more often.
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i would like to say awesome job to our competition squad on becoming the NEPA Cheerleading Challenge CHAMPS!! even though it was last weekend... lol awesome job girls, we kicked butt!! lol