Jun 29, 2007 17:53
It finally happened. For like 11mnths Jase & I have been back & forth... this emotional rollarcoaster waiting to come to a giant hult. So the other day he's ignorng my texts & calls, for no reason at all. Other than the fact that he's stressed & can't comprehend himself or his boring, routine life. So i call him private, i dont know why, i guess just to prove to myself that he was indeed being an ass...? He picks up, of course, I say "uh why are u ignoring me?" and get this, he clicks. Mother fucker hangs up on me! A few nights before this we were fighting and i was sleeping at his house and i started crying, meanwhile, while i'm in tears... he 's complaining he cant sleep and hes going to go sleep elsewhere if theres going to be negative energy... so i was already preparing myself mentally and emotionally for an ending. So then when he hangs up on me, i'm thinking -fuck this shit. im so over his ass. Then later he writes me some lame excuse of an email from his friends myspace account b/c he deleted his... "i need to find another bf besides him..." along w/ other equally as meaningless wrds... yea so i packed up all the clothes i had of his and dumped it at his house. Fuck it. 11mnths... & 0 to come. Game Over.
So im completely 100% single & i do not want another man in my life for a long ass time. Men are a waste of valuable time and energy.
The End.