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soo i've pretty much been going since 6am friday morning and havent stopped, its now almost sunday and i have yet to sleep. last night was a spontneous/paranoid/ in a sketchy way kind of fun lets just leave it at that.
today i was dead, i workedd 5 long hours and wanted to kill myself. after work i went over to alicias for a bit but ended up leavig and going on a little joy ride of my own. i basically drove aimlessly around for an hour thinking. a friend of mine burnt me a cd with a ton of different songs. its weird how listening to one song can bring back so many memories (sad and happy memories). it made me kind of upset. i dont feel like myself at all right now. whyy doo i tend to think so much latleyy i need to stop. i need to stoppp
tomorrow i am not leaving my bed.
<3
today i was dead, i workedd 5 long hours and wanted to kill myself. after work i went over to alicias for a bit but ended up leavig and going on a little joy ride of my own. i basically drove aimlessly around for an hour thinking. a friend of mine burnt me a cd with a ton of different songs. its weird how listening to one song can bring back so many memories (sad and happy memories). it made me kind of upset. i dont feel like myself at all right now. whyy doo i tend to think so much latleyy i need to stop. i need to stoppp
tomorrow i am not leaving my bed.
<3