cool.
well... i was just reading a few of my past entrys.. haha i forgot how busy i used to be... i miss my high school life
here at college all it is, is; homework classes...and yeah thats about it, im taking a few modern classes next semester but its nothing like high school.
the saying is true... high school was the best years of my life.
i danced for numorous hours EVERYDAY, i played instruments everyday, i choreogrphed a solo, adn my own dance in orchesis, my family was still going through a divorce, my dad moved like 5 times, i got arrested, boyfriends, camping, tostada salads, WEEKENDS, vfw, house parties, fab five, original five, the infomous homecoming, v show, musical, grennesance, earthday, never taking a gym class, random gymnastic days, never being home, grounded for 6 months, everybodys parents hating me, BEST SOCIAL LIFE EVER.
sooooo much more=)
life was great
new goal currently 27
need 30
haha
um i always told everybody i KNEW college would be much more easier then highschool adn i was right. for all you dumbass cunts who told me i was crazy well.. i was right, all i do here is go to school with nothing else to do and do homework.. i HATE it but i'm also doing a lot better in school cuz thats all i realy do.
i'm also debating whether i should just fuck teaching adn just major in dance... i realllly don't know.
another note:
thanks to my amazing neighbor here, KC, my mom and I are doing much better, he made me realize that every body needs family and my mom will always be my mom adn to give her another chance and but all the shit shes put me through my life behind me adn just start over. I still havent forgotten what shes done to me and she still acts the same but i really want our relationship to be stronger so i figure i'd be the more adult one adn change the way I act around her. its been wroking but well see.
my dad on the other hand has moved in with his, dumb fucking CUNT bitch of a fucking asshole who needs to have her head shoved in a vcr,fiance`. I reallllly dont like her but i cant tell my dad that cuz he has a lot of problems as it is, and normally im really honest about stuff like this so its realllly hard hiding it from him. She recently yelled at mefor the dumbest thing ever because i blamed something on my dad that she did. its so dumb shes like a quiet little mouse but inside shes like fuckin satan. She a horibble lady. shes always pissed off about something adn i reallly dont like how my dad acts around her. he used to be the funny guy and told imature jokes adn yeah hes always had a bad temper but now hes totally differnt whenever shes around. That dumb cunt even gets mad when he spends more time talking to his own kids then her. then shes pissed off the whole rest of the night adn hes always by her to try and fix things. He has also been acting like hes so much closer with my "step" brother adn sister. I know its cuz he lives with them but it still is reallllllllllly hard to see. For instance he recently took my step sister out driving whcih is fine but he kept going on about how great of a driver she was and he took her down town and they drove past buckingham fountain. Buckingham fountain was a place me and my dad would always drive past every day on the way to my aunts house. That would be like "our" place and we'd have a joke about it cuz i'd always call it fuckingham mountain. It was just weired that he kept going on about how fun it was and how great of a driver she was adn then his own 3 kids just sitting in the back litening to how happy his father was living with 2 other kids.
christams used to be one of my favorite holidays of the year but ever since last year i've HATED it. Last year was the first time my "step" mom came with us to my dad's side of the family's hosue. I hated her adn my dad spend all his time with her adn the whole night just sucked then the next moring.. christmas morning i miss waking up in my own bed and running down stairs to open the presents, but now i wake up on a couch in the lady i hate's house adn we drive a hour away to go back to our hosue barely have enough time to take a shower then off to wisconsin to my mom's side.
i really hate it.
here at college all it is, is; homework classes...and yeah thats about it, im taking a few modern classes next semester but its nothing like high school.
the saying is true... high school was the best years of my life.
i danced for numorous hours EVERYDAY, i played instruments everyday, i choreogrphed a solo, adn my own dance in orchesis, my family was still going through a divorce, my dad moved like 5 times, i got arrested, boyfriends, camping, tostada salads, WEEKENDS, vfw, house parties, fab five, original five, the infomous homecoming, v show, musical, grennesance, earthday, never taking a gym class, random gymnastic days, never being home, grounded for 6 months, everybodys parents hating me, BEST SOCIAL LIFE EVER.
sooooo much more=)
life was great
new goal currently 27
need 30
haha
um i always told everybody i KNEW college would be much more easier then highschool adn i was right. for all you dumbass cunts who told me i was crazy well.. i was right, all i do here is go to school with nothing else to do and do homework.. i HATE it but i'm also doing a lot better in school cuz thats all i realy do.
i'm also debating whether i should just fuck teaching adn just major in dance... i realllly don't know.
another note:
thanks to my amazing neighbor here, KC, my mom and I are doing much better, he made me realize that every body needs family and my mom will always be my mom adn to give her another chance and but all the shit shes put me through my life behind me adn just start over. I still havent forgotten what shes done to me and she still acts the same but i really want our relationship to be stronger so i figure i'd be the more adult one adn change the way I act around her. its been wroking but well see.
my dad on the other hand has moved in with his, dumb fucking CUNT bitch of a fucking asshole who needs to have her head shoved in a vcr,fiance`. I reallllly dont like her but i cant tell my dad that cuz he has a lot of problems as it is, and normally im really honest about stuff like this so its realllly hard hiding it from him. She recently yelled at mefor the dumbest thing ever because i blamed something on my dad that she did. its so dumb shes like a quiet little mouse but inside shes like fuckin satan. She a horibble lady. shes always pissed off about something adn i reallly dont like how my dad acts around her. he used to be the funny guy and told imature jokes adn yeah hes always had a bad temper but now hes totally differnt whenever shes around. That dumb cunt even gets mad when he spends more time talking to his own kids then her. then shes pissed off the whole rest of the night adn hes always by her to try and fix things. He has also been acting like hes so much closer with my "step" brother adn sister. I know its cuz he lives with them but it still is reallllllllllly hard to see. For instance he recently took my step sister out driving whcih is fine but he kept going on about how great of a driver she was and he took her down town and they drove past buckingham fountain. Buckingham fountain was a place me and my dad would always drive past every day on the way to my aunts house. That would be like "our" place and we'd have a joke about it cuz i'd always call it fuckingham mountain. It was just weired that he kept going on about how fun it was and how great of a driver she was adn then his own 3 kids just sitting in the back litening to how happy his father was living with 2 other kids.
christams used to be one of my favorite holidays of the year but ever since last year i've HATED it. Last year was the first time my "step" mom came with us to my dad's side of the family's hosue. I hated her adn my dad spend all his time with her adn the whole night just sucked then the next moring.. christmas morning i miss waking up in my own bed and running down stairs to open the presents, but now i wake up on a couch in the lady i hate's house adn we drive a hour away to go back to our hosue barely have enough time to take a shower then off to wisconsin to my mom's side.
i really hate it.