mono and birth contorl
well, i haven't updated this thing in quite a while because i haven't been able to find the time to lately.
work is alright, it's work and that's about all i have to say that's good about it... i am going on full time in the summer, like the day after my last day of tests.
things with dave and i are still incredible and i fall even more in love with him everyday. i love this man with all of my being. right when i didn't think i could ever bring myself to love anyone ever again, he came along and i did. we are planning on moving in together as soon as possible... now i know that many people don't think it's a very good idea but we think it is so that's all that matters. mom's moving after i graduate and i don't want to go with her, i need to get out on my own and do my own thing, live my own life.
i'm not talking to janet anymore, she fucking backstabbed me big time. went over to nick and jonny's bitching about me and dave. told them that i've changed since we've been together and i've changed for the WORSE. hello! if i've changed at all, i've changed for the BETTER! he makes me realize what i do and do not need in my life and what i do not need are "friends" like her. nick basically told her to shut her mouth because she has no clue what she's talking about and said that he's seen a change in dave and i as well but it's a good change. told her that she doesn't know anything about dave and i and told her that if she were smart, she'd shut her mouth until she knows what she's talking about. she called me the other night when i was with dave and asked me if i was mad at her, i asked her if there was a reason i should be (i played stupid) and she said she didn't know but she figured i was mad about something because i hadn't stopped by or called in a while, i told her to figure out a reason why i'd be mad at her and then call me. haven't heard from her since and i don't care to.
graduation is coming up, senior ball is coming up, and my 18th birthday is coming up. it's going to be a VERY busy few months ahead of me. mom's planning some big graduation party for me which should be fun, as long as nick and dave don't act like ass' like they do sometimes when they're drunk.
about the title, i went about a week ago to be put on birth control and i told my doctor while i was there that i had a sore throat, she told me that if it got any worse to call and make another appointment. last night around 2:30AM i woke up hyperventelating (i had stopped breathing in my sleep) so i called my mom this morning from school and told her to make me an appointment and i went and told him everything and he said that i have mono and tonsilitis... my tonsils are so inflamed that they are basically laying ontop of eachother and it's blocking my air passage so i have to breathe through my nose. i am not going to work tonight and i'd be suprised if i went to school tomorrow. i just feel like shit. i feel like i did when i had the flu only i'm not hacking up phlem this time.
anyways, just thought i'd give ya'll a bit of an update, although i doubt this diary even gets read anymore. i'm going to go to sleep, i'm fockin' tired! g'nite... err... g'afternoon, whatever.
work is alright, it's work and that's about all i have to say that's good about it... i am going on full time in the summer, like the day after my last day of tests.
things with dave and i are still incredible and i fall even more in love with him everyday. i love this man with all of my being. right when i didn't think i could ever bring myself to love anyone ever again, he came along and i did. we are planning on moving in together as soon as possible... now i know that many people don't think it's a very good idea but we think it is so that's all that matters. mom's moving after i graduate and i don't want to go with her, i need to get out on my own and do my own thing, live my own life.
i'm not talking to janet anymore, she fucking backstabbed me big time. went over to nick and jonny's bitching about me and dave. told them that i've changed since we've been together and i've changed for the WORSE. hello! if i've changed at all, i've changed for the BETTER! he makes me realize what i do and do not need in my life and what i do not need are "friends" like her. nick basically told her to shut her mouth because she has no clue what she's talking about and said that he's seen a change in dave and i as well but it's a good change. told her that she doesn't know anything about dave and i and told her that if she were smart, she'd shut her mouth until she knows what she's talking about. she called me the other night when i was with dave and asked me if i was mad at her, i asked her if there was a reason i should be (i played stupid) and she said she didn't know but she figured i was mad about something because i hadn't stopped by or called in a while, i told her to figure out a reason why i'd be mad at her and then call me. haven't heard from her since and i don't care to.
graduation is coming up, senior ball is coming up, and my 18th birthday is coming up. it's going to be a VERY busy few months ahead of me. mom's planning some big graduation party for me which should be fun, as long as nick and dave don't act like ass' like they do sometimes when they're drunk.
about the title, i went about a week ago to be put on birth control and i told my doctor while i was there that i had a sore throat, she told me that if it got any worse to call and make another appointment. last night around 2:30AM i woke up hyperventelating (i had stopped breathing in my sleep) so i called my mom this morning from school and told her to make me an appointment and i went and told him everything and he said that i have mono and tonsilitis... my tonsils are so inflamed that they are basically laying ontop of eachother and it's blocking my air passage so i have to breathe through my nose. i am not going to work tonight and i'd be suprised if i went to school tomorrow. i just feel like shit. i feel like i did when i had the flu only i'm not hacking up phlem this time.
anyways, just thought i'd give ya'll a bit of an update, although i doubt this diary even gets read anymore. i'm going to go to sleep, i'm fockin' tired! g'nite... err... g'afternoon, whatever.