stress... BE GONE!
i wish they had a pill or something called "stress B gone" or something like that... that'd be GREAT!
senior ball was friday night and dave and i had a great time. everyone wanted to have a picture of him and i. i think we had our picture taken like 50 times... literally. every ten seconds we'd hear "debbie... dave... turn around and SMILE!" but he liked it and said he had a good time and that's all that matters to me. nick drove us there in dave's buddy's 1951 Buick Special. it was niiiiice. it's like i told him, not everyone is willing to go to some of the lengths he goes to for me, or for anyone else for that matter. all he had to say was "that's because i LOVE YOU". he's so sweet.
we went to lorna's house last night (lorna and i are OBVIOUSLY talking again). it was him, me, lorna, her ex, her new man, mo, b-y, nikki, some kid b-y works with, karley (lorna's little sister), paul and i think that was it. it was fun, we drank, smoked some weed and had a huge ass bon-fire. it was just an all around good time. dave said he really enjoyed himself, which kind of shocked me because i figured he would think we were all just a bunch of lame highschool kids. we had to leave there around like 11 to go to his friend's house for a minute and when we were driving he said, "i think karley kind of looks like you and when i was playing with her and she was talking to me and i saw you standing there playing with her too, i kept getting this odd feeling like, this feels like debbie and i are her parents, this is awsome and he said that it wasn't a BAD feeling or thought but infact, it was a good one. then i took karley up to bed and layed there with her and humed me and dave's song to her and she fell asleep and when i got back to the fire, he asked me where i'd gone and i told her that i had to put her to bed and he just looked at me with this loving look in his eye and kissed me on the forehead and then gave me a huge hug.
we talked about us moving in together. i guess it all comes down to if he keeps his business, then he has to give THAT 110% and he thinks we'll be miserable if he does that, but if he SELLS the company then he gets $100,000.00 and he has a job lined up paying like $19.00 an hour, full time, and he'd be an ASSETT because he KNOWS what he's doing and they wouldn't have to train him or anything. he said he has to have time to make up his mind. basically, he got to the point of saying that if he were to keep the company, he'd have to worry about having money on the due dates, like rent and things such as that. i don't know exactly what he was trying to say though, we were both kind of blazed.
anyways, graduation is coming up, like SOOOOOOON. and i've yet to find a full time job, which i have to get my ass onto very soon. oh well, i'm trying to have fun with life and do whatever it is i gotta do.
senior ball was friday night and dave and i had a great time. everyone wanted to have a picture of him and i. i think we had our picture taken like 50 times... literally. every ten seconds we'd hear "debbie... dave... turn around and SMILE!" but he liked it and said he had a good time and that's all that matters to me. nick drove us there in dave's buddy's 1951 Buick Special. it was niiiiice. it's like i told him, not everyone is willing to go to some of the lengths he goes to for me, or for anyone else for that matter. all he had to say was "that's because i LOVE YOU". he's so sweet.
we went to lorna's house last night (lorna and i are OBVIOUSLY talking again). it was him, me, lorna, her ex, her new man, mo, b-y, nikki, some kid b-y works with, karley (lorna's little sister), paul and i think that was it. it was fun, we drank, smoked some weed and had a huge ass bon-fire. it was just an all around good time. dave said he really enjoyed himself, which kind of shocked me because i figured he would think we were all just a bunch of lame highschool kids. we had to leave there around like 11 to go to his friend's house for a minute and when we were driving he said, "i think karley kind of looks like you and when i was playing with her and she was talking to me and i saw you standing there playing with her too, i kept getting this odd feeling like, this feels like debbie and i are her parents, this is awsome and he said that it wasn't a BAD feeling or thought but infact, it was a good one. then i took karley up to bed and layed there with her and humed me and dave's song to her and she fell asleep and when i got back to the fire, he asked me where i'd gone and i told her that i had to put her to bed and he just looked at me with this loving look in his eye and kissed me on the forehead and then gave me a huge hug.
we talked about us moving in together. i guess it all comes down to if he keeps his business, then he has to give THAT 110% and he thinks we'll be miserable if he does that, but if he SELLS the company then he gets $100,000.00 and he has a job lined up paying like $19.00 an hour, full time, and he'd be an ASSETT because he KNOWS what he's doing and they wouldn't have to train him or anything. he said he has to have time to make up his mind. basically, he got to the point of saying that if he were to keep the company, he'd have to worry about having money on the due dates, like rent and things such as that. i don't know exactly what he was trying to say though, we were both kind of blazed.
anyways, graduation is coming up, like SOOOOOOON. and i've yet to find a full time job, which i have to get my ass onto very soon. oh well, i'm trying to have fun with life and do whatever it is i gotta do.