im back
im back yall :] i missed yall so much, it was crazy. my bad i was gone for so long. i have been super busy + my computer wasnt working for a mintue so i had to get all that shiznit fixed. so finally im unbusy and have time to update and comment. so last time i wrote it was about me going to winter formal. paul had asked me a few nights before, so that saturday i went and got my hair done in shirley temple curls and got this gorgeous dress from this formal place. it was a dark deep purple and it was long and fit my body shape just right. i loved it, so did paul rofl. so we went to the place where it was held at, it was so fancy and nice, i was like dayyyuum. but it was coo. we danced and i talked to a couple of my girls and had a coo night. im glad i went. of course me and paul took pictures and stuff. so i will go to my aunties house and scan them asap and post em up for yall. i also got my cheerleading pictures back so i'll post them too. so after the dance, pauls mom came and picked us up. geez she must have said i look beautiful more than 10 times. i felt so special. im so glad his mom liked me. it was so nice and she was treatin me like she had known me for years. so i was all comfortable and it was great. pimp stuff i tell ya :] so she droped me off and paul walked me to my door and met my mom, i hugged him and that was it. it was so coo. i got home like 12:00am or so. of course he called me and we talked for a little bit. we have gotten super close, like, calling each other every night and talking about pimp stuff. i like him a lot, and he told me he feels so same way. so it will be just a matter of time before we get together im assuming. anyways, that sunday i got really sick with a cough and head cold. so i stayed home from church with my mama and she took care of me. it was super bowl sunday so i didnt really talk to paul that much, but he promised to take care of me. so i was sick for two days meaning i didnt go to school on monday, i stayed home and watched maury and other shows and flat ironed my hair. i went to school for the rest of the week, it was okay, i had all new classes so it was kinda of good to get out of the same classes of those broads i dont like. but school is still a struggle. so friday i got in a arguement with my 3 period teacher and got kicked out of class for insobortination. i got suspended for the day, but my mama wasnt mad so it was really nothing. it doesnt go on my record or anything. but i was pissed because i had work i had to do in the rest of my periods, and i already have 4 absences. so i was heated but o well, i could care less now. i have been hanging out with ashle, latley. she has been real coo and we start the phase 2 of drivers ed on monday so that should be coo. all driving and fun stuff. so i wont be bored. then i can go get my licence, when im all done. which im all excited about!! but other than that. i havent been to many school functions, just going home and sleeping a lot. i have been hella tired latley and stressed out. and SUPER busy. i have been talking to my best friend vincent again. we had a fight a while ago but things are better now. and i have been talking to valon too. i love that kid but he still has a lot of growing up to do. dalon has also been calling me, i think he is feeling me, but i dont really know about him. i still have lots of feelings for paul so im all confused. + AJ keeps calling me and he is all the way in ATL and yall know how much i love AJ. but long distance relationships arent my thang. so im just gonna wait until he comes back to p-town before i start anything with him. in the mean time due to budjet cuts in my state i get out 1 month early this year may 13 to be excact. which is coo in some ways but i mean thats A LOT of days missed. and theyre talking about c/o 05 might not graduate on time in my state. so im like YEA right im transfering to a differnt district so that wont happen to me. but otherwise, life has been difficult these last few weeks. lots of tears shed and less smiles but im going to be alright. this week is my dad's birthday so im gonna try to spend time with him that whole day since i dont have school. i got my nails done a few days ago. so they look all prettyful. :] and i get my hair straighted this weekend so i look all nice for valentines day. thats MY day. hopefully me and paul will be doing something special. i dunno. but im gonna go comment now. hope everything is having a wonderful weekend. i missed you guys. im back!! <33 :]*