happy as a muthafucka
i am so bouncy and happy its just too damn great. kristie candy1066 knows exactly why im all giggly. i love you kristie <3 we are some damn cool kids. so last night i talked on the phone with paul<3 from like 10:00pm until 2 // 3:00am. yesss it was one of those deep convos where you talking about absolutly EVERYTHING. it was great. i learned so much about him + he wrote me this poem and it was so deep and detailed. i loved it. i shared some of my poems and we just talked about good stuff. mainly about us and the situation were going through. so everything looks good from my perspective. im really happy with what is going on between me and him. i mean he is more than a best friend now. but enought about him ;x lol. my weekend was good. saturday i woke up around 11:00am, got up and cleaned and took a shower and went shopping with my mom. we went to burlington and shopped around. i was orignally looking for a mondai back pack purse but couldnt find one so i went looking in the shoe department and found these china blue timbs for only 25.00$ now yall know that NO timbs cost only 25.00 dollars. usually there like anywhere from 70.00-130.00$ so i was shocked. i got my size and asked my mom to buy them and she did. so i got some shoes and it was all good. my mom bought this baby crap for this baby shower she had to go to and we left ;x we went home and ate for a while and then she took me to the MAX so i could go to the mall and try to find a shirt to match my timbs. i finally found one in forever 21 + i found these huge gold hoops i had been looking for and i was ooo oooo oooh satisfied. lol. so i had my outfit ready for the blazer game i was going to with shellice, my cuzzo cousin ;x so after i was done shopping i took the 8 bus to shelliece's house and we chilled and got ready to go to the game. after like an hour we went to the game. they lost. ;[ and we went to my house and she spent the night. we orded pizza + pop and ate and fell asleep and watched music videos. we are damn cool kids. the next morning we went to church and we took shelliece home. i came home cleaned and my mom had some lady friends over. i was supposed to spend the night at my dawggs jamie's house but shit got cancleded so i was stuck at home and thats when my lover paul called <3. we talked for a long while and it was oh so great. i woke up this morning at like 12:45 and paul called and told me he was awake and that he wanted to go to the movies. i told him we should go to the 4:00pm one and we got ready and met up later on the day. i got there earlier than he did and i waited for him. we chilled for a mintue and then bought our tickets. we finally got in the theatre and got our seats and we were all comfy when these girls from our school come in all loud and sit right in back of us. one of them was my ex best friend saunda. i was so pissed. i did NOT want to be by them, they were all loud and annoying. i got my shit and sat wayyy across the theature, far away from them broads. paul caught on and moved by me, after he was done saying hii to them. i was like whatever, they anit about to ruin my day with my guy. we watched the movie, cuddled, hugged, kissed, all that stuff and left afterwards. we talked about "us" again on the wayy home and came to a conclusion. we are gonna be together eventually, we just dont know when. confusing as fuck i know but, dammit, i will wait for his ass. rofl ;x. so i finally got home and changed my clothes. ate some food and now im online talking to my girl kristie, i love you mama ;]* so im bout to go to bed because i got FINALS tommorw ;x and i need sleep. i'll try to update my other journal sometime tommorw or somethin. until then i want all yall to holler like some good little kids ;D, i PROMISE i will update tommorw <3