i need a midnight snack
today was fun. i got to go out to lunch with one of the best guys i have ever met and that will ever come into my life. i cant thank him enough for everything that he has ever done for me, i dont think he realizes it but he made me open my eyes this year and really showed me a lot. he'll be missed while hes at a college but i know hes only a phone call away. wow so many times he listened to my endless problems and everything inbetween..to you wes* and all you've done for me this year, good luck in college and have fun in cancun, you and katie are perfect together i hope things continue to work out for the best :] oxox.
i started practice again tonight for soccer. wow i always thought i kept in shape but my leg muscles gave out sorely. i felt like gumby. what a bad person i felt like tonight. i thought the whole team thought me as a dead weight when im not at all, it opened my eyes to a lot of the bad things i do in my eating diet. so i've gotta start becoming more responsible for what i consume and keep up my endurance because im not going to do anything half assed this season and as busy as ill be im going to work my butt off to improve my game, soccer ladies <33
hmm i was pretty bitchy today after my lunch at fudruckers. my mom narrowed it down b/c i couldnt see ronnie. i think shes right, something about mom's and always knowing stuff ha. well luckily his parents let him drive over tonight and i got to see him. theres nothing sweeter than being with someone that wants everything you want and will do anything to get it. and wants to see you just as badly as you're dying to see him. theres just something about him that im just "sure" about and im pretty possitive i like that feeling. and our trust is irreplacable. we were both off with different people today but was it a big issue. not at all, we didnt even have to touch on it. neither one of us like to hurt and we're pretty easy going people, i cant wait to see where this goes <3333333
its late, im hungry. whats something healthy to eat at almost 1 in the morning? hmm everyone have a goodnight**
ox*
i started practice again tonight for soccer. wow i always thought i kept in shape but my leg muscles gave out sorely. i felt like gumby. what a bad person i felt like tonight. i thought the whole team thought me as a dead weight when im not at all, it opened my eyes to a lot of the bad things i do in my eating diet. so i've gotta start becoming more responsible for what i consume and keep up my endurance because im not going to do anything half assed this season and as busy as ill be im going to work my butt off to improve my game, soccer ladies <33
hmm i was pretty bitchy today after my lunch at fudruckers. my mom narrowed it down b/c i couldnt see ronnie. i think shes right, something about mom's and always knowing stuff ha. well luckily his parents let him drive over tonight and i got to see him. theres nothing sweeter than being with someone that wants everything you want and will do anything to get it. and wants to see you just as badly as you're dying to see him. theres just something about him that im just "sure" about and im pretty possitive i like that feeling. and our trust is irreplacable. we were both off with different people today but was it a big issue. not at all, we didnt even have to touch on it. neither one of us like to hurt and we're pretty easy going people, i cant wait to see where this goes <3333333
its late, im hungry. whats something healthy to eat at almost 1 in the morning? hmm everyone have a goodnight**
ox*